Tuesday, August 23, 2011

why i love my LAPPY

salam sejahtera
peace upon you

why i love my lappy?


nonsense but it's true

that's why i love my lappy
haha



p/s : ini hanya berlaku pada masa tertentu ketika lappy saya meroyan.
pada hari normal, dia menjadi normal balik. 

Saturday, August 20, 2011

a short note to a FRIEND


salam sejahtera 
peace upon you

a friend is one who believes in you
when you have ceased to believe in yourself

i really don't know why
maybe because i seldom bother about you
it's not like i don't want to care
i really cared about you, about everyone in my circle
it's just that...maybe it's just my fault
i'm sorry

sometimes
i got my own reasons
i tend to keep it to myself
i think
it's OK, i can handle this
it's OK, i can't make others worry about me
it's OK, because they don't want to know either
actually
it's really not!
i really want you to know
oh, i have problems
instead of 
i'm OK dear
it's OK, i don't mind
it's OK if i'm not around 
instead of
keep that fake smiling mouth

i really want to share everything that i can
i want you to know that i'm hurting
i don't like your words
i feel offended when you say that
i feel annoyed with your jokes
but
it's difficult right?
i still feel a gap with you
even to tell something that i should

i think that
i have to keep something to myself only
you don't have to know
they don't have to know
i just keep that thing shut from all of you
actually
when everything accumulated together
it's hurt
very much!
i felt like i was an alien in front of you
what i did together with you
all are fake
the faces i used to show you
only a mask


maybe i'm not fit to become a so called true friend
i don't even reach the standard of a friend
yet i proudly claimed myself as your friend
how funny i was!

i promise you
again
i PROMISE you
i will never make things difficult for us
i love you so much
don't ever leave me
don't ever leave us
together we continue our journey in this world
i can't stand alone without friends
so do you

“Sesiapa antara kamu yang menginginkan kebahagiaan syurga, hendaklah dia melazimkan diri dalam jemaah. Sebab syaitan suka kepada orang yang bersendirian.” (Hadis sahih riwayat Imam al-Tirmizi)


p/s : ilysm! 


jom TAMBAHkan FOLLOWER



salam sejahtera 
peace upon you

http://softwarefordummies.blogspot.com/2011/08/sticky-post-jom-tambahkan-follower.html
tak tahu kenapa saya tak dapat add link to that pic or any words
so i just paste the link straight here.

a segment from mr ARIL :)
this is my very first time, joining a segment
all this while i thought it will be burdensome
linking,tagging,all sorts of things
but this segment kinda easy to join and seems FUN to me
teringin nak traffic yang gempak tapi pemalas
maybe after this my view will change?
haha

pape pun..TQ very much
and nice to meet everybody!

p/s : happy weekend! :)



Thursday, August 18, 2011

how IGNORANT they are. Oh, not only them..but also YOU and ME


salam sejahtera
peace upon you

i have problems!
only now i realised that 
i am 
actually, totally don't know how to arrange my priorities!
*sigh

then how?
of course i cant blame others if our priority is not the same
in other words
i want to do something that they don't want
maybe i think it is important
for them, it's might not as important as it is for me
sometimes this kind of thing just....annoying!

i felt that they are ignorant
they don't even want to put their shoes in my place
it's not like i just simply made my decision without thinking about them..
or it might be about you



i do think hard you know!

so...from today
i will arrange my priorities according to everybody's mindset
what i mean is
not only what is important to me but also to others comes first
i don't want to be ignorant like what others did to me
if it can annoy me
of course others will feel the same too
right?


p/s : i really not in the mood : SS presentation is going on while i'm typing this entry =.="
bbbooooooooooooosssaaann~

Sunday, August 14, 2011

between the one WE LOVE and the one that LOVES US


salam sejahtera
peace upon you

have you ever met this kind of problem?
struggling in choosing something or someone that both are important?
the difference
that one is someone / something that we love the other one is someone / something that loves us
*this is not spot the difference quiz ya!*

ini sama sekali bukan cinta tiga segi ye
analogi simple :

si A falling in love with si B yang tak suka kan diapada masa yang sama si C suka kan si A si A berkawan rapat dengan kedua-dua orang ni

tanpa kita sedar kita menjaga hati salah seorang 
dan 
pada masa yang sama melukakan hati seseorang yang lain


terus berada dalam kekeliruan
or 
menunggu sampai ending nya jadi camni?


menunggu sampai yang tak suka jadi suka?

tapi mak nora elena ada cakap
"kahwinlah dengan orang yang sayang kita, bukan yang kita sayang lebih-lebih"

so?
tepuk dada tanya diri sendiri

kesimpulan atas dasar kesedaran saya,
jangan fikir bab-bab cinta, hati dan perasaan nih
headache je
sampai jodoh kahwin juga :)


p/s : keputusan idea untuk meng-update =.="

Friday, August 5, 2011

"HANGAT-HANGAT" puasa


salam sejahtera 
peace upon you

alhamdulillah
saya dan anda-anda semua masih bernafas hingga ke hari ini
dalam bulan barakah, bulan rahmah

pernah dengar hangat-hangat tahi ayam?
definisi daripada beeskuwtmarie : bersungguh hanya pada permulaan sesuatu perkara sahaja
( nak lebih tepat sila cari dalam mana-mana kamus peribahasa ye )

jadi apa maksud "hangat-hangat puasa"?
bersungguh hanya pada permualaan puasa sahaja
tapi bab berbuka puasa maybe tak berubah, still the same from the beginning .^^.


dari 1 Ramadhan sampailah 30 Ramadhan
beginilah agak-agaknya kan meja makan di rumah kita 

kenapa hangat-hangat puasa jadi pilihan saya?
kenapa tidak 'panas' sepanjang bulan?
ketika orang sibuk membuat entri keseronokan,kelebihan dan keindahan berpuasa
saya memilih untuk memperlekeh perkataan puasa dalam kalangan 'orang kita'

salah satu contoh paling dekat dalam konteks saya sebagai student

majlis iftar jam'ie di surau
pada awal Ramadhan, awal minggu ni
masyaAllah, penuh!
sampai tak cukup talam
orang berasak-asak cari tempat nak makan 
( ok, exaggerated a bit )
tapi semalam, 5 Ramadhan...nasi pun dah mula tak habis


pakai dedah-dedah at least dah berkurang
rasanya yang ni kat mana-mana pun sama
asal Ramadhan je, tutup..off from view
sebelum Ramadhan..segala apa yang ada boleh ditayang

main-main sentuh?
berkurangkah?
nampak sama je =.="
pi bazar pun berpegang-pegang
pi berbuka sekali dekat mall pun nak pegang-pegang
pi terawih pegang-pegang?
oopps, pi berbuka sekali balik lambat
so tak sempat nak terawih


kita husnulzhon
moga yang berpegang-pegang yang kita lihat itu suami dan isteri
moga yang baru tutup Ramadhan ini akan kekal bertutup dan menjadi lebih baik cara menutup selepas ini
dan seterusnya...mantapkan diri sendiri! 
kritik orang tapi diri sendiri tak jadi apa pun tak guna
menambah dosa pula buat batal puasa pula






p/s : nak balik kampung, nak berbuka kat rumah =.="
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