Maal Hijrah and Changes.

salam kasih dan sayang

peace upon you

If I was the older me,

She would say

Anything that can make me shake my heart

Another words

Emo sengsorang

Thanks Allah

I have learned so much things

Day by day

Handling matters

My attitude

The most important

Girls, ladies, women

Well, feelings and emotions

Made us different from

Boys, gentlemen, men

Right?

I wish

This Hidayati

Who used to cry

Who used to panic

Who used to get mad

At simplest thing

*maybe for me it’s a very major thing

Will last longer

For some people

Hey im not maniac

Im just used to work the way I am

I talk fast

I run my fingers on the keyboard fast

I snap fast

Its not emo

It’s the way I work

Ask them who used to be around me

U ll know

Don’t simply label me

Just because you cannot fit in it

Ok? ;)

You know what

The end is getting nearer

Day by day

In the pitch-dark nights

I would think

Im afraid

We don’t have much time

To settle things as we need to

To do things we need to

Keep moving

Keep doing

keep going

fly as high as you can

bring my heart together

if im not with you

anymore.

Yesterday

I learned something

About you who once I adored so much

And I bet

Those who knows the fact

Will never expect

What you had done to me

And others as well

Aku doakan yang terbaek untuk kau

“moga kita terima takdir Allah dengan gembira

Allah yang jadualkan kita

Allah juga yang gerakkan kita

Dan mengikut jadualnya”

Maaf tu terlalu susah

Yang pasti

I will never forget

Fullstop.

Alfatihah.

To those who made me learned.

aku kuat

insyaallah

alfatihah guru yang dicintai :')

kasih sayang
cinta
senjata akhir zaman
insyaallah

mohon teRASA!

salam kasih dan sayang

peace upon you

hanya dua tiga patah kata pedas

KALAU TERASA

KALAU TERSINDIR

KALAU TERGURIS

SILA BERUBAH

sekian

bergerak di posisi masingmasing

dengan sebaik mungkin

bukan pantang ditegur

bukan pantang orang bertegas

bukan pantang mengkritik

jom berubah

demi CINTA

berkorbanlah

p/s : aku mahu jadi seorang yang ignorant

andai aku salah kerana menekan

biarlah

aku rela

asalakan kami semua tak terbantut kerana kau seorang!

di sebalik MIMPI dan REALiti

salam kasih dan sayang

peace upon you

"O Allah, help the oppressed against the oppressors in all parts of the world.
O Allah, have mercy on the Ummah of Muhammad.
O Allah, bring relief to the Ummah of Muhammad.
O Allah, You are the twister of hearts, make our feet steadfast on the path of truth."

#pray4Egypt #pray4Gaza #pray4Syria #pray4Burma #pray4Muslims

in my dream

i saw a wicked me

the young "me"

my mind was blurred with anger and hatred

towards everything i had faced during  my childhood

until now, i dont like my childhood memories

the teenage "me" and the yesterday "me"

the darkest secret

is here

the burden that can ruin my life

the sins that i had done was played again over and over

since today i lived envision those things

and everyday the burdens seems heavier

there was times where i felt i was too sinful

i was too disgusting

even i felt disgusted with myself

i was too weak

to admit that one day He will show to me

hikmah behind everything that had occurred

or the one still cant understand is me myself

seharusnya

aku berpijak di bumi yang nyata

berpijak di alam realiti

all those in the past 

i must let it go

and continue my life as a brand new person

reflect myself everyday

ask for forgiveness all the time

zikrullah everytime and everywhere

nafi dan ithbat tanamkan dalam-dalam 

dalam jiwa

dalam hati

semoga rohani terus subur dengan cinta

hati aku masih belum bersih

masih ada terlekat keinginan dan kemahuan

terhadap segala yang apa dilakukan

adalah dari aku

bukan dari Tuhanku

ya Allah

ampunkan hamba-MU ini!

susah payah berat

untuk aku pasakkan kaki aku di atas realiti

sungguh aku berharap esok aku akan lupa segalanya

kerana sekarang aku takut

untuk teruskan hidup dengan ke hadapan

aku bimbang dengan 'aku' yang semalam

kembali dan menjadi 'aku' yang esok

nauzubillah!

"Di balik cermin, cermin mimpi

Adalah realiti yang tidak kita sedari

Hanya keyakinan dapat merestui

Hakikat cinta yang sejati"

M. Nasir

aku ingin bercinta dengan Allah

aku ingin bercinta dengan Rasulullah

bukan makhluk yang tidak hakiki

yang melalaikan

amin!

p/s : astaghfirullah..ya Allah ampunkan aku :'(