Maal Hijrah and Changes.

salam kasih dan sayang

peace upon you

If I was the older me,

She would say

Anything that can make me shake my heart

Another words

Emo sengsorang

Thanks Allah

I have learned so much things

Day by day

Handling matters

My attitude

The most important

Girls, ladies, women

Well, feelings and emotions

Made us different from

Boys, gentlemen, men

Right?

I wish

This Hidayati

Who used to cry

Who used to panic

Who used to get mad

At simplest thing

*maybe for me it’s a very major thing

Will last longer

For some people

Hey im not maniac

Im just used to work the way I am

I talk fast

I run my fingers on the keyboard fast

I snap fast

Its not emo

It’s the way I work

Ask them who used to be around me

U ll know

Don’t simply label me

Just because you cannot fit in it

Ok? ;)

You know what

The end is getting nearer

Day by day

In the pitch-dark nights

I would think

Im afraid

We don’t have much time

To settle things as we need to

To do things we need to

Keep moving

Keep doing

keep going

fly as high as you can

bring my heart together

if im not with you

anymore.

Yesterday

I learned something

About you who once I adored so much

And I bet

Those who knows the fact

Will never expect

What you had done to me

And others as well

Aku doakan yang terbaek untuk kau

“moga kita terima takdir Allah dengan gembira

Allah yang jadualkan kita

Allah juga yang gerakkan kita

Dan mengikut jadualnya”

Maaf tu terlalu susah

Yang pasti

I will never forget

Fullstop.

Alfatihah.

To those who made me learned.

aku kuat

insyaallah

alfatihah guru yang dicintai :')

kasih sayang
cinta
senjata akhir zaman
insyaallah

mohon teRASA!

salam kasih dan sayang

peace upon you

hanya dua tiga patah kata pedas

KALAU TERASA

KALAU TERSINDIR

KALAU TERGURIS

SILA BERUBAH

sekian

bergerak di posisi masingmasing

dengan sebaik mungkin

bukan pantang ditegur

bukan pantang orang bertegas

bukan pantang mengkritik

jom berubah

demi CINTA

berkorbanlah

p/s : aku mahu jadi seorang yang ignorant

andai aku salah kerana menekan

biarlah

aku rela

asalakan kami semua tak terbantut kerana kau seorang!

happy birthday to ME

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

      HAPPY BIRTHDAY      

to

ME

doakan saya istiqamah dan terus berada dalam kasih sayang ALLAH

p/s : a year near to death :(

glooomy holiday~missing some days!

 

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

it’s holiday

but i’m not enjoying my holiday at all

=.=”

for the first three days, yes i did enjoying it

now?

gloooooooooomy days

started to miss everybody

i miss my path to the class

(saya selalu berseorangan bila ke kelas, i got nobody to miss for this event..hahaha

i miss my roomate

my dear cutey kitty

    zarith sofia   

rather than chatting with you

 i was weeping and crying in the room

maaf

for days and nights that i had leaved you alone

maaf

you are my wonderful roomate

you word means a lot for me whenever i that i was too weak

thank you so much

i miss my classmates

i think...for the past few weeks i got complexes towards them all

maybe because i didnt spend any valuable time with them

i kept myself busy with other things which i think more important

skipping classes

try to catch up thus ignoring others

we didnt even have time to chatting like we used to

sorry

i know...i always made somebody hurt

some might thought that im a jerk

for others that understand me in a way that others dont

thank you

even though you dont have the courage to stand up for me

but sympathy and pity is not enough for somebody who you consider a friend

my classmates for 4 years more

i love you all

its ok for you to badmouth me

tak luak pun kalau korang mengata

for love doesnt count all those silly things

we will forget bitter times and keep in mind the sweet and creamy moments

some of my dears

TESL 4

this sem is the toughest sem for me

i think i have turn out being sensitive person

before this i dont care what people are saying to me

backstabbers and those who talk bad things about me

i never disregard you

its your opinion and its your nature to have stinky mouths

but now,

i feel hurt

there are times i heard some gossips that are too outrageous

about me which i dont even know where or when or how it happen

people love making stories right?

regardless of what people did or say

i have usrati

a family which i know they will always stand up for me

cheer me up even its the worst time of my life

cry and weep with me

help me whenever i’m in need

never diregard me when im the one at fault

ukhuwwah kerana islam sangat bermakna

for years i had been searching for a true friends

i belive that i had found them

thank you for encouraging me

to be a better person

helping me to istiqamah in my way to be a better muslimah

uhibbuki fillah abadan abada

as for you

maaf sangat-sangat

kadang-kadang aku marah sebab perkara tak berasas

kecil hati dengan benda yang langsung tak logik

memandai buat hypothesis sendiri tanpa mencari conclusion

kekadang berlagak mcm tak kenal pun mu kan...

aku tak dapat jadi peneman baik

menyusahkan dan menyakitkan hati

maaf

terima kasih

marah bila aku buat silap

tegur bila aku melampau

kritik bila aku melebih-lebih

kadang-kadang aku rasa restricted tapi in a good way

mu dah macam ayah aku..haha

most important, thank you for your patience

dan aku harap akan terus bersabar neh 

1 pismp..done

seven sems to go!

p/s : i love you ♥

prinsip manusia yang tak berDUNIA : asal aku bahagia...!

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

after such a long time!

alhamdulillah..finally i got time to update blog buruk nih

siapa manusia yang tak berdunia?

it's me

and perhaps one of them is you

berDUNIA

i once had a friend

he always said that to me 

"kau ni tak berdunia..buka sikit minda tu"

-dalam nada bergurau ye-

when i look back, reminiscing the past

yes, i'm not berdunia enough

especially to people like him

plus that im not that open-minded like him

and those that hold to the principle that

   asal aku bahagia, peduli apa orang kata   

until today, even after we broke the relation that we once had

i cant apply that in my life

and im thankful for that

alhamdulillah :)

dunia - dunya in arabic

 means the temporal world—and its earthly concerns and possessions—as opposed to the eternal spiritual realm, or the hereafter 

got it?

i never mean to say that im a manusia yang berakhirat

(kalau ya, alhamdulillah)

but berdunia semata-mata sahaja silap

this world is just a temporary place

And this worldly life is not but diversion and amusement. And indeed, the home of the Hereafter - that is the [eternal] life, if only they knew. 

(29:64)

a transit after alam roh and alam rahim

on our way to barzakh

done bab berdunia

   asal aku bahagia...!   

i despise those who said that

sometimes i feel like

"waaahh..hebat orang ni!"
of course la,

they dare to live without considering what others are thinking about them

kan?

point of view is subjective

if i say it is wrong

you might look at it right

my POV, it's wrong..but not totally wrong

analogi simple :

a man going out wearing a bra, or acting like superman

wearing his briefs outside his pants

then he said,

"suka hati aku la...asal aku bahagia"

hahaha and more hahaha

whether he realise it or not, he's giving dosa to those who will insult him

the most important thing,

   dignity - maruah   

others will look down at him

berani dalam perkara yang salah

bahagia dalam cemuhan

one thing to share

most people that keep holding to this principle are those who hardly can accept any advice or critics

agree?

kehidupan tidak mungkin akan dilayari secara berseorangan

every thing dependent of other things

human need oxygen from plants

human need sunshine

human need animal

human need soil

human need water

human need other human to communicate

men need women to breed

(untuk tumbuhan dan haiwan..list la sendiri..tak larat nak taep~)

but they are people who dare to live only with his/her expectation

without considering how others look at them

(i might be mocked after this entry..huhu)

so, human..how can you say

"asal aku bahagia..peduli apa orang kata?"
this earth is too small for us to run from each other

hidup is too short for us to kumpul pahala and cover semua dosa yang kita buat

(maaf kerojakan bahasa saya di situ)

O mankind, indeed We have created you from male and female and made you peoples and tribes that you may know one another. Indeed, the most noble of you in the sight of Allah is the most righteous of you. Indeed, Allah is Knowing and Acquainted. 

(49:13)

and yet we try to oppose His words

being ignorant people towards others

...you may know one another 

don't ignore the fact that people always grow according to norm

either norm made by the society or by the religions 

we always have expectation to be reached

yang baik atau buruk

wallahualam...niat itu hanya diri sendiri yang tahu

:: reminder ::

bukan kita sahaja yang punya hati untuk dijaga

bukan kita sahaja yang ada buah fikiran untuk diluah

bukan kita sahaja yang ada pendirian untuk dipegang

bukan kita sahaja yang ada kehidupan untuk dilayari

bukan kita sahaja yang mahukan kebahagiaan

bukan kita sahaja yang mahu mengelak kedukaan

wallahualam

p/s : nak hidup seorang boleh la pegang prinsip tu. 

saya taknak, awak nak? :P

i am annoyed!

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

this might be my last entry for 2011

what a lazy person i am =.=”

guess what, i want to ask all of you, my dearest readers

what is your opinion in greeting others ‘merry x’mas’?

i knew that we’re muslims and i we are not suppose to greet them that

however! 

( ada exclamatory mark kat sini )

i can’t see the point why lots and lots of muslims keep attacking others

commenting that

it’s a sin

publicly

if you ever think of your friends feeling, you won't do that

agak terserlah kekurangan kefahaman anda di situ

jangan terlalu cepat jatuhkan hukum

i have a lot of christian friends

they are upset by this kind of issue

and of all days, do you need to tell others that it’s a sin on x’mass???

for me, i made a research on this issue

some says it’s ok as long kita tak redha dengan sambutan tu

and our greets just for the mean of friendship

some says bila kita wish, it’s mean kita mengakui ketuhanan christ

for us Isa ibn Maryam a.s is our prophet, not the god like the christians believe

for me that still lack of knowledge

( doakanlah akan bertambah kefahaman saya )

we don’t have to show we hate it, simply don’t wish it 

tak susah pun kan?

you can say happy new year or etc..new year is just around the corner isn’t it?

and the fact that it’s Isa al-Masih's birthday can be denied…

it's an important date for us, muslim too

open your mind, come on la

what would you feel if people said

   jangan ucap selamat hari raya   

dosa!

mad isn’t it?

we live in multicultural country

multi-religions not to mention

please, care for others…life is not about us only

jangan bercakap je lebat tapi buatnya tak

keep saying this is haram that is haram

tapi bila benda buat depan mata buat tak nampak

benda yang syubhah nak dibesar-besarkan, perkara yang terang nyata dipinggirkan

   change your mindsets!   

quick, asap

   show the true values of islam, practice the sunnah   

not only other muslims will respect you

you may attract non-muslims to approach islam

we need to learn about others

in order for others to respect us

again

life is not just about you

p/s : geram!

i hate it when people keep saying im defending my christian friends bla3

hey, please..use your brain.

Rasulullah saw pun respect other religions k

talam dua muka : manusia bermuka-muka

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

my fingers are quite stiffed

holidays without assignment is too long i guess

i hardly touch the keyboard in quick and dashing long hours like i used too

i miss my typing-rhythm

anybody remember cedric diggory???

the one from harry potter and the goblet of fire?

he is robert pattinson you know

hahaha

i just know it about two or three days ago….?

so silly of me

it’s not that important anyway

oh and one of the death eaters

bellatrix lestrange who killed neville longbottom’s mom and dad

is mrs bucket!

charlie bucket’s mom from charlie and the chocolate factory!

i’m sure using time watching those movies are quite effective

at least my time was not wasted just like that

about cedric diggory and edward cullen

most people knew robpat by the name of edward cullen

such a handsome vampire isn’t it?

and cedric diggory?

a really brave and…handsome boy too..?

both characters are too different

not to mention from bellatrix to mrs bucket

actually i always felt some kind of this weird feeling

when i see someone who always appear kind, naive or a-very-good-to-others people

suddenly become aggressive, cruel, hateful-for-others-to-see people

it’s just not right

even though it’s happening in a movie

i wish none of my friends hide their other characters from me

but i do dare to say

sometimes i am hypocrite

and for some reason, to me

hypocrisy is ok!

of course for a good reason

it’s alright if you want others to see you as kind, friendly and so on

hide the characters that people or perhaps you yourself despise

as time move on, you will suit yourself with that particular characteristic

 the other character that you despised before

insyaAllah, will no longer become a part of you

: this is my opinion only :

untuk mereka yang beranggapan

“you are fake, i hate fake people”

“hypocrites won’t last long, people will see your true colors”

“macam la kau baik sangat, plastic!”

you will see

the after-effects: to you, yourselves. also to the one that being hypocrite

kalau dah tahu "muka" tu buruk,

cover sikit supaya orang lain selesa dengan kita rasanya tak salah kan?

asalkan kita pun gembira

mana tahu mungkin topeng yg digunakan akan melekat terus

for my last words :

hypocrites, please maintain it

  istiqamah  

so people won’t know that you are acting

and you can help yourselves to get a better character

in real life..not in a movie of course

when people said something – that’s not good to hear

just ignore them

they are jealous of you

because they do not have the strength to act

they do not have the confidence to become a better person

p/s : mari berubah 

if hypocrisy can help, why don’t you use it?