happy birthday to ME

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

      HAPPY BIRTHDAY      

to

ME

doakan saya istiqamah dan terus berada dalam kasih sayang ALLAH

p/s : a year near to death :(

prinsip manusia yang tak berDUNIA : asal aku bahagia...!

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

after such a long time!

alhamdulillah..finally i got time to update blog buruk nih

siapa manusia yang tak berdunia?

it's me

and perhaps one of them is you

berDUNIA

i once had a friend

he always said that to me 

"kau ni tak berdunia..buka sikit minda tu"

-dalam nada bergurau ye-

when i look back, reminiscing the past

yes, i'm not berdunia enough

especially to people like him

plus that im not that open-minded like him

and those that hold to the principle that

   asal aku bahagia, peduli apa orang kata   

until today, even after we broke the relation that we once had

i cant apply that in my life

and im thankful for that

alhamdulillah :)

dunia - dunya in arabic

 means the temporal world—and its earthly concerns and possessions—as opposed to the eternal spiritual realm, or the hereafter 

got it?

i never mean to say that im a manusia yang berakhirat

(kalau ya, alhamdulillah)

but berdunia semata-mata sahaja silap

this world is just a temporary place

And this worldly life is not but diversion and amusement. And indeed, the home of the Hereafter - that is the [eternal] life, if only they knew. 

(29:64)

a transit after alam roh and alam rahim

on our way to barzakh

done bab berdunia

   asal aku bahagia...!   

i despise those who said that

sometimes i feel like

"waaahh..hebat orang ni!"
of course la,

they dare to live without considering what others are thinking about them

kan?

point of view is subjective

if i say it is wrong

you might look at it right

my POV, it's wrong..but not totally wrong

analogi simple :

a man going out wearing a bra, or acting like superman

wearing his briefs outside his pants

then he said,

"suka hati aku la...asal aku bahagia"

hahaha and more hahaha

whether he realise it or not, he's giving dosa to those who will insult him

the most important thing,

   dignity - maruah   

others will look down at him

berani dalam perkara yang salah

bahagia dalam cemuhan

one thing to share

most people that keep holding to this principle are those who hardly can accept any advice or critics

agree?

kehidupan tidak mungkin akan dilayari secara berseorangan

every thing dependent of other things

human need oxygen from plants

human need sunshine

human need animal

human need soil

human need water

human need other human to communicate

men need women to breed

(untuk tumbuhan dan haiwan..list la sendiri..tak larat nak taep~)

but they are people who dare to live only with his/her expectation

without considering how others look at them

(i might be mocked after this entry..huhu)

so, human..how can you say

"asal aku bahagia..peduli apa orang kata?"
this earth is too small for us to run from each other

hidup is too short for us to kumpul pahala and cover semua dosa yang kita buat

(maaf kerojakan bahasa saya di situ)

O mankind, indeed We have created you from male and female and made you peoples and tribes that you may know one another. Indeed, the most noble of you in the sight of Allah is the most righteous of you. Indeed, Allah is Knowing and Acquainted. 

(49:13)

and yet we try to oppose His words

being ignorant people towards others

...you may know one another 

don't ignore the fact that people always grow according to norm

either norm made by the society or by the religions 

we always have expectation to be reached

yang baik atau buruk

wallahualam...niat itu hanya diri sendiri yang tahu

:: reminder ::

bukan kita sahaja yang punya hati untuk dijaga

bukan kita sahaja yang ada buah fikiran untuk diluah

bukan kita sahaja yang ada pendirian untuk dipegang

bukan kita sahaja yang ada kehidupan untuk dilayari

bukan kita sahaja yang mahukan kebahagiaan

bukan kita sahaja yang mahu mengelak kedukaan

wallahualam

p/s : nak hidup seorang boleh la pegang prinsip tu. 

saya taknak, awak nak? :P

sometimes SIBUK is bETTEr than LAPANG

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

warning..this is my shortest entry so far

alhamdulillah

being busy keeps me away from unnecessary matter

moral :

appreciate your time

busy or not, time is precious 

use it wisely

jom hidupkan kempen 

   a status a zikr   

sama-sama kita menambah pahala

memberatkan mizan di akhirat nanti =)

p/s : thank you ALLAH

an ANGRY entry for january

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

an angry entry for january

waaa..rhythmic, isn’t it?

sory for my late wish

   gong xi fat cai    

J

angry? yes, absolutely angry!

i am angry with a very good reason

i realised how corrupted my environment is when i was home for the CNY holiday

i made a decision to stay with my grandparents, not my parents

what i can say?

far from typical, but broken family institution

not mine, but the social environment

sorry to say but the truth is always a pain in the ass

they always lepaking in the evening, near dusk

babbling about their neighbours

gossiping about the new car that one of the neighbour that live a kilometre from them had just bought

making and creating news that totally irrational and hard to digest

seldom, when they got nothing to talk, they critic the government

first day, i was cool

for me, dengar aje lah…tak luak pun

second day, i started to feel annoyed

they wasting their precious old time just like that you know!

bukan nak beribadah minta ampun dari tuhan

=.=”

and those activities didn’t stop there

so annoying

sometimes someone will come at night

around after maghrib, seldom after isya’

they will continue their hot stories from the evening till late at night

kadang-kadang selit juga dengan cerita ustaz itu ustazah ini

but that only sometimes and not a-good-to-hear stories

i hate it when i was been forced to listen to all those b***shit!

i feel like i wanna yell, scold each one of them

kuman di seberang laut nampak jelas nyata, bnagkai gajah depan mata?

buat-buat invisible

typical malayan families in malaysia

saya bukan nak memburukkan but as i said before

truth is always a pain in the ass

when i reflect back to myself

i have no difference from them

maybe there are differences, but not much

saya tahu

fitnah itu lebih buruk dari membunuh

pandai kritik orang, hakikatnya

itulah halwa telinga kita semua

what we are waiting for are stories about others

add here and there, modify those stories a bit then pass it to others

tiny little things become stories of the year

     we need to make a difference     

tak boleh banyak sikit pun jadi

i don’t want my next generation become corrupted

my sons my daughters my great-great-great grandkids

and yours too

p/s : boleh migraine hari-hari dok dengar cerita tentang harta orang

i am annoyed!

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

this might be my last entry for 2011

what a lazy person i am =.=”

guess what, i want to ask all of you, my dearest readers

what is your opinion in greeting others ‘merry x’mas’?

i knew that we’re muslims and i we are not suppose to greet them that

however! 

( ada exclamatory mark kat sini )

i can’t see the point why lots and lots of muslims keep attacking others

commenting that

it’s a sin

publicly

if you ever think of your friends feeling, you won't do that

agak terserlah kekurangan kefahaman anda di situ

jangan terlalu cepat jatuhkan hukum

i have a lot of christian friends

they are upset by this kind of issue

and of all days, do you need to tell others that it’s a sin on x’mass???

for me, i made a research on this issue

some says it’s ok as long kita tak redha dengan sambutan tu

and our greets just for the mean of friendship

some says bila kita wish, it’s mean kita mengakui ketuhanan christ

for us Isa ibn Maryam a.s is our prophet, not the god like the christians believe

for me that still lack of knowledge

( doakanlah akan bertambah kefahaman saya )

we don’t have to show we hate it, simply don’t wish it 

tak susah pun kan?

you can say happy new year or etc..new year is just around the corner isn’t it?

and the fact that it’s Isa al-Masih's birthday can be denied…

it's an important date for us, muslim too

open your mind, come on la

what would you feel if people said

   jangan ucap selamat hari raya   

dosa!

mad isn’t it?

we live in multicultural country

multi-religions not to mention

please, care for others…life is not about us only

jangan bercakap je lebat tapi buatnya tak

keep saying this is haram that is haram

tapi bila benda buat depan mata buat tak nampak

benda yang syubhah nak dibesar-besarkan, perkara yang terang nyata dipinggirkan

   change your mindsets!   

quick, asap

   show the true values of islam, practice the sunnah   

not only other muslims will respect you

you may attract non-muslims to approach islam

we need to learn about others

in order for others to respect us

again

life is not just about you

p/s : geram!

i hate it when people keep saying im defending my christian friends bla3

hey, please..use your brain.

Rasulullah saw pun respect other religions k

ingat senang ke nak MEMILIH?

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

malaysia is hot nowadays isn’t it?

macam mana tak panas, macam-macam maksiat ada kan

last time, maybe yesterday or the day before yesterday,

 i watched law and order suv

it’s about a college girl that dump her baby, a handicapped baby

she believed that ‘thing’ has mutated at a dumpster!

i don’t want to write further about the drama

   click here to know more  

what can i say is

in Malaysia, it’s not a big deal anymore

i guess, these kind of cases don’t get enough attention anymore

if not, why there are abundant of unsolved cases of baby dumping?

i doubt if there’s a single day without baby dumping case being reported

pusat kebajikan agaknya penuh dengan babies jek

let’s us pray k?

tak nak dah negara ni dapat bencana, tsunami, banjir, taufan and so on

life actually is about choices

those so-called mothers chose to dump their own flesh

so,

malaysia mengalami pertambahan binatang dengan banyaknya dekad ini 

the thing that i don’t understand

given the situation these days,

people still refused to carry out the hudud law

free sex, berkhalwat, rasuah

stupid la to those that think hudud is simply about butchery, cutting hands and such

it’s about prevention and deterrence

bukan bila kena baru nak tengadah

well, why do you have to afraid if you don't do any wrongdoings 

well, as i said before

   life is about choice   

if the upper leaders don’t want to carry out hudud,

which come straight from ALLAH

then start to think which party is a better one than before

lumrah manusia

lama-lama akan ada juga ketidakpuasan di mana-mana, right?

don’t be harsh like this

berpada-pada dan buat pilihan dan keputusan yang betul

other situations involving choices in life,

me, for example

after finishing my matriculation programme

i was in confused mode

i need to choose between two things

i made istiqarah and my prayer was answered

well, i am blessed 

i guess there’s a lot more people who need to make a decision between things

they end up good

so use your ultimate brain, start to make changes

to live a better life

p/s : this is absolutely not a provocation. i just wanna make you think.

please do so 

saya bukan politikus, keep that in your mind.

home sweet HOME!

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

finally

a dozen of us dapat juga berkumpul

i miss them so much – raya haji kan tak balik kampung

yang nakal makin nakal

yang botak dah berambut

yang manja makin manja

yang pendek gemuk dah makin tinggi dan kurus

my mom told me i got thinner

haha..i think she really missed me

that’s why whenever i went home she told me illogical things

whatever it is

masa yang dapat kita spend bersama keluarga yang dah lama tak bersua

is the best!

fot those who always go home, every weekend or every month

you don’t feel what we feel

wait till you stay far far away from your family

oh, i forgot one more thing

congrats to upsr candidates

no matter what your results are

it’s best because you already gave your best before

jangan riak

jangan putus asa

work harder, strive for a better future 

p/s : 1^st day at home, i woke up at noon =.="

happy independence day . good bye

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

seriously

i cant wait!

i wanna go home, this exact hour if i can

oh,

forgot one important thing

   HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY   

to all 3PPISMP TESL students

to everybody that already finished their exam

:)

sitting for the first official exam

plus with syllabi for 3 consecutive sems

and strict lecturers of course =.="

supplied with low grades for assignments

added with last minute studies ( not me k~ )

neutralised with tawakkal and redha

pape pun, 

just wait for our results with doa

pasrah itu penting

exams = cuti

yeay!

finally, home sweet home

SP Bumi, 9pm

butterworth - kuala terengganu

please pray for my journey

bye beloved maktab

bye beloved friends

my beloved books

bye beloved files yang tebal dan berat

bye my beautiful room

bye my kind and super duper cute roomate zarith

ma'an najah bittaufiq for your exams

bye my stars

   i'll miss you all   

p/s : bermula la episod makan tido makan tido masak =.="

dalam drama | menggemokkan diri | 12am-1159pm | everyday starting tomorrow |

happy eid adha

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

cepat, padat, ringkas

  happy eid adha  

to myself

i hope you are strong enough to hear the takbir

selamat beraya di perantauan 

kepada diri sendiri dan semua yang lain

p/s : to others, dun eat too much lembu.

ingat lah kami yang tak dapat merasa~haha

a SYNDROME is attacking my soul!

salam semua!

so can you guess what SYNDROME it is?

it's a syndrome that we call...

adoyaiii..

tak aci, cepat sangat bagi jawapan

it's not something GF,BF related things

yes, it is about LOVE

( and the truth is, i love them damn much! )

it's just, somekind of things that i seldom get

i got it, but seldomly

sometimes in a blue moon

the virus that we called

MISSING somebody ( not gone k! )

keeps attacking my system

makes me hard to resist my eyes from producing those water

focus dah hilang!

why i seldom got this kind of problem?

.entah.

mungkin sebab jarang berjauhan 

atau

memang bajet keras hati sangat

atau

in my life, i never been with them

in such a short time we spent together after i moved from my granparents' house

they keep showering me with their LOVE

( dush, tears again!! )

i miss them damn much! too much! very much! so much!

( tu lah, gatal...cuti tak nak balik. macam duduk oversea, over-the-sea pon tak! )

today's moral : holiday = home!

not campus

sekian

p/s : maaf readers yang sememangnya duduk berjauhan dan susah nak balek!

ok, sambung assignments lak ye