salam kasih dan sayang
peace upon you
"O Allah, help the oppressed against the oppressors in all parts of the world.
O Allah, have mercy on the Ummah of Muhammad.
O Allah, bring relief to the Ummah of Muhammad.
O Allah, You are the twister of hearts, make our feet steadfast on the path of truth."
#pray4Egypt #pray4Gaza #pray4Syria #pray4Burma #pray4Muslims
in my dream
i saw a wicked me
the young "me"
my mind was blurred with anger and hatred
towards everything i had faced during my childhood
until now, i dont like my childhood memories
the teenage "me" and the yesterday "me"
the darkest secret
is here
the burden that can ruin my life
the sins that i had done was played again over and over
since today i lived envision those things
and everyday the burdens seems heavier
there was times where i felt i was too sinful
i was too disgusting
even i felt disgusted with myself
i was too weak
to admit that one day He will show to me
hikmah behind everything that had occurred
or the one still cant understand is me myself
seharusnya
aku berpijak di bumi yang nyata
berpijak di alam realiti
all those in the past
i must let it go
and continue my life as a brand new person
reflect myself everyday
ask for forgiveness all the time
zikrullah everytime and everywhere
nafi dan ithbat tanamkan dalam-dalam
dalam jiwa
dalam hati
semoga rohani terus subur dengan cinta
hati aku masih belum bersih
masih ada terlekat keinginan dan kemahuan
terhadap segala yang apa dilakukan
adalah dari aku
bukan dari Tuhanku
ya Allah
ampunkan hamba-MU ini!
susah payah berat
untuk aku pasakkan kaki aku di atas realiti
sungguh aku berharap esok aku akan lupa segalanya
kerana sekarang aku takut
untuk teruskan hidup dengan ke hadapan
aku bimbang dengan 'aku' yang semalam
kembali dan menjadi 'aku' yang esok
nauzubillah!
"Di balik cermin, cermin mimpi
Adalah realiti yang tidak kita sedari
Hanya keyakinan dapat merestui
Hakikat cinta yang sejati"
M. Nasir
aku ingin bercinta dengan Allah
aku ingin bercinta dengan Rasulullah
bukan makhluk yang tidak hakiki
yang melalaikan
amin!
p/s : astaghfirullah..ya Allah ampunkan aku :'(
