Sunday, December 25, 2011

i am annoyed!

salam sejahtera
peace upon you

this might be my last entry for 2011
what a lazy person i am =.=”

guess what, i want to ask all of you, my dearest readers
what is your opinion in greeting others ‘merry x’mas’?
i knew that we’re muslims and i we are not suppose to greet them that
( ada exclamatory mark kat sini )
i can’t see the point why lots and lots of muslims keep attacking others
commenting that
it’s a sin
if you ever think of your friends feeling, you won't do that

agak terserlah kekurangan kefahaman anda di situ
jangan terlalu cepat jatuhkan hukum
i have a lot of christian friends
they are upset by this kind of issue
and of all days, do you need to tell others that it’s a sin on x’mass???
for me, i made a research on this issue
some says it’s ok as long kita tak redha dengan sambutan tu
and our greets just for the mean of friendship
some says bila kita wish, it’s mean kita mengakui ketuhanan christ
for us Isa ibn Maryam a.s is our prophet, not the god like the christians believe

for me that still lack of knowledge
( doakanlah akan bertambah kefahaman saya )
we don’t have to show we hate it, simply don’t wish it 
tak susah pun kan?
you can say happy new year or year is just around the corner isn’t it?
and the fact that it’s Isa al-Masih's birthday can be denied…
it's an important date for us, muslim too

open your mind, come on la
what would you feel if people said
   jangan ucap selamat hari raya   

mad isn’t it?
we live in multicultural country
multi-religions not to mention
please, care for others…life is not about us only

jangan bercakap je lebat tapi buatnya tak
keep saying this is haram that is haram
tapi bila benda buat depan mata buat tak nampak
benda yang syubhah nak dibesar-besarkan, perkara yang terang nyata dipinggirkan
   change your mindsets!   
quick, asap
   show the true values of islam, practice the sunnah   
not only other muslims will respect you
you may attract non-muslims to approach islam

we need to learn about others
in order for others to respect us
life is not just about you

p/s : geram!
i hate it when people keep saying im defending my christian friends bla3
hey, please..use your brain.
Rasulullah saw pun respect other religions k

Friday, December 23, 2011

ingat senang ke nak MEMILIH?

salam sejahtera
peace upon you

malaysia is hot nowadays isn’t it?
macam mana tak panas, macam-macam maksiat ada kan
last time, maybe yesterday or the day before yesterday,
 i watched law and order suv
it’s about a college girl that dump her baby, a handicapped baby
she believed that ‘thing’ has mutated at a dumpster!
i don’t want to write further about the drama
what can i say is
in Malaysia, it’s not a big deal anymore
i guess, these kind of cases don’t get enough attention anymore
if not, why there are abundant of unsolved cases of baby dumping?
i doubt if there’s a single day without baby dumping case being reported
pusat kebajikan agaknya penuh dengan babies jek
let’s us pray k?
tak nak dah negara ni dapat bencana, tsunami, banjir, taufan and so on

life actually is about choices
those so-called mothers chose to dump their own flesh
malaysia mengalami pertambahan binatang dengan banyaknya dekad ini 

the thing that i don’t understand
given the situation these days,
people still refused to carry out the hudud law
free sex, berkhalwat, rasuah
stupid la to those that think hudud is simply about butchery, cutting hands and such
it’s about prevention and deterrence
bukan bila kena baru nak tengadah
well, why do you have to afraid if you don't do any wrongdoings 
well, as i said before
   life is about choice   
if the upper leaders don’t want to carry out hudud,
which come straight from ALLAH
then start to think which party is a better one than before

lumrah manusia
lama-lama akan ada juga ketidakpuasan di mana-mana, right?
don’t be harsh like this
berpada-pada dan buat pilihan dan keputusan yang betul

other situations involving choices in life,
me, for example
after finishing my matriculation programme
i was in confused mode
i need to choose between two things
i made istiqarah and my prayer was answered
well, i am blessed 

i guess there’s a lot more people who need to make a decision between things
they end up good
so use your ultimate brain, start to make changes
to live a better life

p/s : this is absolutely not a provocation. i just wanna make you think.
please do so 
saya bukan politikus, keep that in your mind.

Thursday, December 15, 2011

talam dua muka : manusia bermuka-muka

salam sejahtera
peace upon you

my fingers are quite stiffed
holidays without assignment is too long i guess
i hardly touch the keyboard in quick and dashing long hours like i used too
i miss my typing-rhythm

anybody remember cedric diggory???
the one from harry potter and the goblet of fire?
he is robert pattinson you know
i just know it about two or three days ago….?
so silly of me
it’s not that important anyway
oh and one of the death eaters
bellatrix lestrange who killed neville longbottom’s mom and dad
is mrs bucket!
charlie bucket’s mom from charlie and the chocolate factory!
i’m sure using time watching those movies are quite effective
at least my time was not wasted just like that

about cedric diggory and edward cullen
most people knew robpat by the name of edward cullen
such a handsome vampire isn’t it?
and cedric diggory?
a really brave and…handsome boy too..?
both characters are too different
not to mention from bellatrix to mrs bucket
actually i always felt some kind of this weird feeling
when i see someone who always appear kind, naive or a-very-good-to-others people
suddenly become aggressive, cruel, hateful-for-others-to-see people
it’s just not right
even though it’s happening in a movie

i wish none of my friends hide their other characters from me
but i do dare to say
sometimes i am hypocrite
and for some reason, to me
hypocrisy is ok!
of course for a good reason
it’s alright if you want others to see you as kind, friendly and so on
hide the characters that people or perhaps you yourself despise
as time move on, you will suit yourself with that particular characteristic
 the other character that you despised before
insyaAllah, will no longer become a part of you
: this is my opinion only :

untuk mereka yang beranggapan
“you are fake, i hate fake people”
“hypocrites won’t last long, people will see your true colors”
“macam la kau baik sangat, plastic!”
you will see
the after-effects: to you, yourselves. also to the one that being hypocrite

kalau dah tahu "muka" tu buruk,
cover sikit supaya orang lain selesa dengan kita rasanya tak salah kan?
asalkan kita pun gembira
mana tahu mungkin topeng yg digunakan akan melekat terus

for my last words :
hypocrites, please maintain it
so people won’t know that you are acting
and you can help yourselves to get a better character
in real life..not in a movie of course
when people said something – that’s not good to hear
just ignore them
they are jealous of you
because they do not have the strength to act
they do not have the confidence to become a better person

p/s : mari berubah 
if hypocrisy can help, why don’t you use it?

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

tribute to my friends . bila dah bosan gak...

salam sejahtera
peace upon you

in trouble

i wish i didn’t do what i had done to you
we are friends
   FRIENDSHIP never sink   
we just need to distance ourselves
i think so…
stop bothering me with your sweet words, i won’t accept them

my close friends start suggesting weird things to me
choose this, do that, learn how to get this, that is the one
tall, cute, handsome bla bla bla
actually, im not interested in such things..yet
because of my self-concious hormone higher than anybody else
i afraid that i have to admit
 im a very sensitive person
quite good at misinterpreting things
don’t try to tease me
the one that may regret later might be someone that is absolutely not me
  so i hope, we just follow the flow
if i wish to stop so that’s it

i hardly believe in people
though im a honest person ~ i keep things by myself
if im telling you something about myself
i think you are worth to be a close friend of mine
don’t cross the border too much k…

i am a lucky person
i got many friends
i got many counsellors and psychiatrists to consult
 thank you
sorry if your advice are not considered
i guess i just realise one or two things for now
i knew what i should do
wish me luck babes!

we always got excited over unnecessary things 
thanx for brighten my life make it wonderful and colorful

its true
we should choose people to befriend carefully
because  they will affect you or vice versa
   never ignore your friends   
kalau dah tahu dorang tu senget
help them
siratul mustaqim bukan hanya untuk anda
orang yang perasan dirinya berada di landasan yang betul
takkan tinggal kawan
    nak jadi baik tak boleh sorang-sorang

i miss my campus!!!
wuuwuuu..i miss doing my assignments
chitchatting whole time with them
instead of cooking, washing dishes, sewing
berebut remote control tv, bolster
nak mandi hujan da tak hujan =.=”

as for you
my best friend…for now
and forever, i hope
meh la derak umoh ak lagi deh J
don’t forget
eat less, exercise more
stop kembangkan diri anda neh
next time we will go to munduk ye, shopping together-gether
nice to know you and of course your mom too
kena ayat mak, baru dapat lesen dok?

p/s : i guess people never feel satisfied.
when im in maktab i miss home
when im home i miss maktab =.=”

Sunday, November 27, 2011

happy new year!

salam sejahtera
peace upon you

maaf terlambat
       happy new year - salam maal hijrah       
semoga tahun ini lebih baik dari tahun-tahun yg akan datang!
dont regret the past
of course you wanna be better than your past
how about this
try to strive as hard as you can
make this year special!

i admit
i made mistakes that i cant erase
but i dont want to regret it, ever
mistakes make us grow 
make us become more matured
tapi jangan la lepas dah tobat tu buat balik =.="

sometimes we never realise that we leave our prints behind
footprints can be erased
scars to others, who knows? what we need

an analogy from one of my ustazs
a man that struggled hard to become a doctor 
dont want to use the best medicine he recommended to his patients
even though he suffered severely of the disease than his patients
the simplest application i could think
people that learn agama
no matter which religions, Islam, Christian, Hindu or Buddha
but dont want to apply it in their lives
they only take parts which they think its important
even though hedonism, sinful acts being practiced in front of their eyes
or DONE by themselves
lebih kurang macam
cakap pandai tapi buat nya tak

in fact
saya pun begitu =.="

its never too late to change
its never too late to make hijra
what is important
you have the determination to change

kesedaran semata tak memberi hasil kalau tak dilakukan 

p/s : istiqamah itu penting :)

Thursday, November 17, 2011

home sweet HOME!

salam sejahtera
peace upon you

a dozen of us dapat juga berkumpul
i miss them so much – raya haji kan tak balik kampung
yang nakal makin nakal
yang botak dah berambut
yang manja makin manja
yang pendek gemuk dah makin tinggi dan kurus
my mom told me i got thinner
haha..i think she really missed me
that’s why whenever i went home she told me illogical things

whatever it is
masa yang dapat kita spend bersama keluarga yang dah lama tak bersua
is the best!
fot those who always go home, every weekend or every month
you don’t feel what we feel
wait till you stay far far away from your family

oh, i forgot one more thing
congrats to upsr candidates
no matter what your results are
it’s best because you already gave your best before
jangan riak
jangan putus asa
work harder, strive for a better future 

p/s : 1st day at home, i woke up at noon =.="

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

happy independence day . good bye

salam sejahtera
peace upon you

i cant wait!
i wanna go home, this exact hour if i can
forgot one important thing
to all 3PPISMP TESL students
to everybody that already finished their exam

sitting for the first official exam
plus with syllabi for 3 consecutive sems
and strict lecturers of course =.="
supplied with low grades for assignments
added with last minute studies ( not me k~ )
neutralised with tawakkal and redha
pape pun, 
just wait for our results with doa
pasrah itu penting

exams = cuti
finally, home sweet home
SP Bumi, 9pm
butterworth - kuala terengganu
please pray for my journey

bye beloved maktab
bye beloved friends
my beloved books
bye beloved files yang tebal dan berat
bye my beautiful room
bye my kind and super duper cute roomate zarith
ma'an najah bittaufiq for your exams
bye my stars

   i'll miss you all   

p/s : bermula la episod makan tido makan tido masak =.="
dalam drama | menggemokkan diri | 12am-1159pm | everyday starting tomorrow |

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

bored - sekarang???

salam sejahtera
peace upon you

my bengong-syndrome struck again

i am bored
even though tomorrow i have exam
LDS aka language description ( grammar )
i don't even open a book since last two days 
even until now i don't feel any fear or dup dap dup dap

this paper is the hardest for me zero feel+mood to revise back

i'd finished 
reading all Crayon Sin Chan
watching Angus, Thongs and the Perfect Snogging
and i keep munching all the time!


p/s : ini bukan manjakan diri, ini namanya terlebih MANJA kan diri!

Saturday, November 5, 2011

happy eid adha

salam sejahtera
peace upon you

cepat, padat, ringkas

  happy eid adha  

to myself
i hope you are strong enough to hear the takbir

selamat beraya di perantauan 
kepada diri sendiri dan semua yang lain

p/s : to others, dun eat too much lembu.
ingat lah kami yang tak dapat merasa~haha

Friday, November 4, 2011

identity crisis . my common prob during EXAM

salam sejahtera
peace upon you

first of all
our struggle begins next week

when exam comes nearer
 i'll become crazier than usual
pity my friends
sorry to say but my hormones are not in the right fraction
totally ill-distributed and imbalanced
i got sick easily - especially in this kind of weather
almost all the time, i'm not in the mood
this week, is a very tense week for me

i'm not a study type person
i didn't sleep with my books
i never open all the stupid books more than an hour
i can't stay static when i'm studying
10 mins holding the book
15 mins needed to refresh my mind back!
that's why i always go to the library
even though there's nobody to accompany me
pushing myself very hard to wake up early
get ready to meet the lecturers
if i keep staying in my room
i'll get nothing
i'll do nothing except than reading manga online
reading and laughing alone with those stupid novels and comics
blog-walking here and there 
facebooking, stalking people

is it only me or you too did encounter these temptations???

susah nak fokus kan?

this crisis began when i saw my friends study and study and STUDY
and i myself are not ready yet!
i will try to keep myself alone
going here and there
trying to find a right place and time for me to do revision
i'm not stingy, i can share what i know
if people approach me and ask me
i still can treat them well
it's just to soothe my heart anyway

sorry to all my classmates
sorry to all my friends
during this period
i don't keep my phone with me all the time
i just reply what i think i should
this exam include
syllabi for three sems kot!

after all this silly things with examination finish
i'll back to normal
dulu in matriculation pun macam ni jugak

p/s : tak boleh manjakan diri sangat!
sekarang pun bukan nak buka buku..heh

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