peace upon you
attention, this is absolutely not a titanic kind of thing
my entry seems cannot run from emotions (negative one of course) thing
this is a story of my girl friend, ***
she HAS a friend, a not-so-called-friend
this friend, a man, ###, is very kind to her
for me, not only kind, but its TOO kind
sometimes, because of ###'s kindness towards her
i often misunderstood and thought they are having something
he treat her like how a man would treat his girl!
not only me, but many had misunderstood
### and *** has been friend for almost one year and a half now
started from FB to SMSing
*** become fond of ###
furthermore, my friend was having an extreme heartbroken before
right before he came in her life closely
he always there for her
she got comforts
she got pampered by him
suddenly, my friend's told me they got conflict
he was too busy even to reply her sms
and i realised one thing
"OMG, you started to fall for him!"
she knew she not suppose to fall for him
he only treat her as a friend
she knew she would embarrass herself in front of him
but still...it was a feeling that cannot be scrub off just like that
sometimes she encourage herself, telling that he might have the same thing like her
pathetic isn't it?
a very meaningful night for her
even she knew he didn't have the same feeling as she had
( it's not like she wanted to tell, but that thing already slipped from her tongue )
she was happy
weird isn't it?
he still treat her like usual
a treat that every single human being can misunderstood
she wanted to get rid of that feeling but ### said wait
he's giving her something that we called
*** was very happy!
even i felt weird why she was very happy
its only for a couple of hours she kept smiling to herself
before she suddenly went silent
i knew after that she received such a gruesome truth
you guess what....even i feel disgusted with this kind of man
he was much more worst than 'him'
i wish *** can get rid of him from her mind right on that moment she knew that
he already got someone :)
he's giving my friend hope
but then he made her crushed until she couldn't face others
others who thought they 'are in a relationship'
she cried, wailing in the toilet
but because of the feeling she had towards him
she's still happy when he sent her even a sms
and she dont have the courage to tell him that she knew he already got somebody
she's afraid that he might refused to treat her like before
haha...senang-senang nya dia mempermainkan perasaan kawan saya tu
i learnt something today
bila hati dah suka
apa-apa pun manusia jadi tak kisah
walau sakit macam mana pun
p/s : please wish this pathetic friend of mine happiness and she wont meet a CRUEL man like that again.