peace upon you
( oh, it's question mark again! )
do you have any experience expecting something that you wouldn't expect?
macam...anak kucing korang beranak
doktor jangka jantan
awak agak betina
tapi yang keluar, khunsa~hah!
kemungkinan itu ada, tapi memang tak tersangka akan berlaku
so, what's wrong with that?
memang gila-gila banyak la benda macam ni berlaku
even sometimes i felt like
argghh! why is it happened???
i don't want this, i hate this thing.. but still, it's beyond us
ALLAH dah tentukan segalanya
siapa kita untuk melawan takdir
enough with the opening
this's a norm right?
because of this
i laid my attention to one of this guy
not in the mean of love-couple thing, but in the mean of friendship
sadly, it happened
interest grew bigger and i became fonder
not to him but to his preference
macam mana ni?!
beeskuwt is going crazy
over 'black' thing like this
im falling again
not falling in love, but falling in a feeling that i don't even know
i love this kind of feeling
i am free!
free from anybody, free from anything
but still, i need to restrict myself
konon dah free mula nak buat mengarut
i felt my old self again
setelah sekian lama
tapi hanya sementara
i let myself get involved again and burdened others
sorry to those that had listened to my stupid problems
even though i knew they had a lot more on them
but still, selfishly i wanted them to hear me
saya menjadi terlampau bergantung pada orang untuk menghilangkan ketidakpuasan hati
padahal i got Him to help me
title kali ni macam tiada kaitan dengan jalan cerita
pada sesiapa yang tahu macam mana nak tolong mereka yang senget preference nya ni
please comment and share
i really need it!
i am really thankful if you can share with me
p/s : GOD, i'm crazy over small little things!
although i have a lot more important things to think.