Friday, July 15, 2011

unexpectedly, its HAPPENING?


salam sejahtera
peace upon you

( oh, it's question mark again! )

do you have any experience expecting something that you wouldn't expect?
macam...anak kucing korang beranak
doktor jangka jantan
awak agak betina
tapi yang keluar, khunsa~hah!
kemungkinan itu ada, tapi memang tak tersangka akan berlaku
right?

so, what's wrong with that?
for me
memang gila-gila banyak la benda macam ni berlaku
even sometimes i felt like
argghh! why is it happened???
i don't want this, i hate this thing.. but still, it's beyond us
ALLAH dah tentukan segalanya
siapa kita untuk melawan takdir

enough with the opening

this's a norm right?

but
what if


because of this



unexpectedly
i laid my attention to one of this guy
not in the mean of love-couple thing, but in the mean of friendship
sadly, it happened
interest grew bigger and i became fonder
not to him but to his preference
macam mana ni?! 
haish!
beeskuwt is going crazy
over 'black' thing like this

unexpectedly juga
im falling again
not falling in love, but falling in a feeling that i don't even know
i love this kind of feeling
i am free!
free from anybody, free from anything
but still, i need to restrict myself
konon dah free mula nak buat mengarut
hopefully nope!

unexpectedly,
i felt my old self again
setelah sekian lama
tapi hanya sementara
i let myself get involved again and burdened others
sorry to those that had listened to my stupid problems
even though i knew they had a lot more on them
but still, selfishly i wanted them to hear me
huh!
saya menjadi terlampau bergantung pada orang untuk menghilangkan ketidakpuasan hati
padahal i got Him to help me

title kali ni macam tiada kaitan dengan jalan cerita
maaf
however
pada sesiapa yang tahu macam mana nak tolong mereka yang senget preference nya ni
please comment and share
i really need it!
i am really thankful if you can share with me



p/s : GOD, i'm crazy over small little things!
although i have a lot more important things to think.


18 comments:

  1. kalau nasihat agak2 org cmni terima x ?

    masing2 dah besar kot..huhu..

    semoga di beri petunjuk .:)

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  2. beb.. kita buat dunno je.. boleh?? hehehe

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  3. he knew he needs help, wants everybody to help him but by he end...yg senget makin senget. bila nasihat dah jadi sindiran pun still xjadi pape :(
    utk buat dunno..mcm subahat skli~btw kita da tegur, kewajipan dah tertunai kn~

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  4. Don't let the feeling conquer your mind ^__^

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  5. being crazy on little thing r normal..for me just follow ur heart..if u feel happy being in black little thing just go for it..if u r happy da way u r..just stay still..if u wanna explore da bump in da world do try do feel up n down..do be prepare of what ever consequences that might happen :)

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  6. dayang : im trying to get rid of it dear :)

    nana :isit normal?im following my heart but i think it IS not normal, i do feel hapy but i knew this wont last.haha..i think i am facing the down part of the world rite now.however TQ dear :)

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  7. jgn invovle dengan orang yang banyak masalah dan konflik thats all =)

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  8. tapi bila main bab hati dan pasaan ni, depa
    susa nak ubah.kata nya tu xleh d paksa.
    tp bab agama?mmg sah2 dosa dan mereka tak
    kan ke mana. hmm. byk jumpa ni,tp still xdpt
    nak uruskan.

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  9. lampuneon : stuju! restrict myself! :D

    syafiq : betol! slalu ckp prasaan tuh dtg sdiri..kdang2 lebih ekstrim, diwartakan boleh ats alasan perasaan itu dtg dr Tuhan jugak...dah ditakdirkan perempuan ini untuk lelaki dan lelaki itu untuk perempaun.sukarkah nk terima =.="

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  10. sometime the feeling of being happy for a while is a nice feeling..but u will end up hurting urself..so my advice if u really can accept da fact u will be getting hurt later on just enjoy da feeling u wish to now :)

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  11. nana : i do enjoying this, i just dun want to face any mental breakdown afterwards :(
    that man rily needs help!..grrr..!

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  12. then dont try to take a deep enjoy into it dear..the man need help..u wanna help him then u will end up hurting urself???then who will help u later on??just think ok :)

    btw i like ur writing,,i ended up hooping all over ur entry..
    my nite of blog hooping :)
    enjoyy~~~

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  13. haha..i wont hurt myself..bcoz of that guy.absolutely not!im afraid it will be caused by the feeling that i have towards him..mybe im having a crush..MAYBE not.its just a regret..kenapa dia perlu begitu??he's handsome..haha!

    haha...tq for liking :)
    i juz wrote whatever i want..banyak kelemahan,n if u realise..my entries r sarcastic.towards mysef of course.ambik yg baek,,buang yg xelok :)

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  14. HAHAHA..handsome???so it might just b a crush..hahaha..

    ades baru tersedar my comment r in english..haha,,apa pon tulis ja kata kt punya blog..suka hati la apa kita rasa kt pikir kt tulis :)

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  15. haha..no comment.it might be a crush, it might be anger,its a waste for a handsome guy like him to not be STRAIGHT!haha
    memang suka hati, but i afraid that i might hurt others with my writings. :D

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