unexpectedly, its HAPPENING?

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

( oh, it's question mark again! )

do you have any experience expecting something that you wouldn't expect?

macam...anak kucing korang beranak

doktor jangka jantan

awak agak betina

tapi yang keluar, khunsa~hah!

kemungkinan itu ada, tapi memang tak tersangka akan berlaku

right?

so, what's wrong with that?

for me

memang gila-gila banyak la benda macam ni berlaku

even sometimes i felt like

argghh! why is it happened???

i don't want this, i hate this thing.. but still, it's beyond us

ALLAH dah tentukan segalanya

siapa kita untuk melawan takdir

enough with the opening

this's a norm right?

but

what if

because of this

unexpectedly

i laid my attention to one of this guy

not in the mean of love-couple thing, but in the mean of friendship

sadly, it happened

interest grew bigger and i became fonder

not to him but to his preference

macam mana ni?! 

haish!

beeskuwt is going crazy

over 'black' thing like this

unexpectedly juga

im falling again

not falling in love, but falling in a feeling that i don't even know

i love this kind of feeling

i am free!

free from anybody, free from anything

but still, i need to restrict myself

konon dah free mula nak buat mengarut

hopefully nope!

unexpectedly,

i felt my old self again

setelah sekian lama

tapi hanya sementara

i let myself get involved again and burdened others

sorry to those that had listened to my stupid problems

even though i knew they had a lot more on them

but still, selfishly i wanted them to hear me

huh!

saya menjadi terlampau bergantung pada orang untuk menghilangkan ketidakpuasan hati

padahal i got Him to help me

title kali ni macam tiada kaitan dengan jalan cerita

maaf

however

pada sesiapa yang tahu macam mana nak tolong mereka yang senget preference nya ni

please comment and share

i really need it!

i am really thankful if you can share with me

p/s : GOD, i'm crazy over small little things!

although i have a lot more important things to think.