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salam sejahtera

peace upon you

waaaaa….

such a long time

sorry my dear, for abandoning you

alhamdulillah He gave me days which were full of good things to be done

i got no time at all to ponder…to wonder what i need to write in my dear pity blog

2 PISMP

become a history in a nick of time

is the time become shorter or my schedule got tighter

wallahualam

too many things happened during this short period of time

it just too many to be counted

none of them will be forgotten

hopefully 

jawatankuasa perwakilan pelajar 2012/2013

amanah yang dipegang adalah salah satu tarbiyyah

untuk disempurnakan sebaik mungkin

we only have few months more

no matter

how dense the days are

how tense we are

lets do our best!

i went to the same school for my second PBS

sk gong tok nasek

lots of memories made here

that boy, which is facing me..he’s my brother

the naughtiest boy in the class

heh =.=”

oh…my beloved maidens from heaven

no words to describe our relationship

ukhuwwah fillah

kak anis, i pray for your baitul muslim

and others

i pray for our ukhuwwah fillah abadan abada

syuhaida

my long lost-friend

we knew each other from shams back then

and i met her again during a trip to her ipg

i love you friend J

serikandi gagah perkasa

sorry..i don’t have a pic of all of us

i meant for all the beauties in jpp

tq for your hard work for this time being

maaf sebab aku bukan ‘pemimpin’ yang baik

ALHAMDULILLAH YA ALLAH

kerana…

mengurniakan aku ibu bapa yang baik

keluarga yang sejahtera

sahabat yang memahami

guru yang sanggup berkorban masa dan usaha

semoga masa hadapan yang akan aku lalui

lebih baik daripada tahun-tahun yang lalu

lebih bermakna untuk ku bawa sebagai timangan ke akhirat kelak

i am grateful for what i am today

p/s : i love u, ALLAH!

happy birthday to ME

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

      HAPPY BIRTHDAY      

to

ME

doakan saya istiqamah dan terus berada dalam kasih sayang ALLAH

p/s : a year near to death :(

glooomy holiday~missing some days!

 

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

it’s holiday

but i’m not enjoying my holiday at all

=.=”

for the first three days, yes i did enjoying it

now?

gloooooooooomy days

started to miss everybody

i miss my path to the class

(saya selalu berseorangan bila ke kelas, i got nobody to miss for this event..hahaha

i miss my roomate

my dear cutey kitty

    zarith sofia   

rather than chatting with you

 i was weeping and crying in the room

maaf

for days and nights that i had leaved you alone

maaf

you are my wonderful roomate

you word means a lot for me whenever i that i was too weak

thank you so much

i miss my classmates

i think...for the past few weeks i got complexes towards them all

maybe because i didnt spend any valuable time with them

i kept myself busy with other things which i think more important

skipping classes

try to catch up thus ignoring others

we didnt even have time to chatting like we used to

sorry

i know...i always made somebody hurt

some might thought that im a jerk

for others that understand me in a way that others dont

thank you

even though you dont have the courage to stand up for me

but sympathy and pity is not enough for somebody who you consider a friend

my classmates for 4 years more

i love you all

its ok for you to badmouth me

tak luak pun kalau korang mengata

for love doesnt count all those silly things

we will forget bitter times and keep in mind the sweet and creamy moments

some of my dears

TESL 4

this sem is the toughest sem for me

i think i have turn out being sensitive person

before this i dont care what people are saying to me

backstabbers and those who talk bad things about me

i never disregard you

its your opinion and its your nature to have stinky mouths

but now,

i feel hurt

there are times i heard some gossips that are too outrageous

about me which i dont even know where or when or how it happen

people love making stories right?

regardless of what people did or say

i have usrati

a family which i know they will always stand up for me

cheer me up even its the worst time of my life

cry and weep with me

help me whenever i’m in need

never diregard me when im the one at fault

ukhuwwah kerana islam sangat bermakna

for years i had been searching for a true friends

i belive that i had found them

thank you for encouraging me

to be a better person

helping me to istiqamah in my way to be a better muslimah

uhibbuki fillah abadan abada

as for you

maaf sangat-sangat

kadang-kadang aku marah sebab perkara tak berasas

kecil hati dengan benda yang langsung tak logik

memandai buat hypothesis sendiri tanpa mencari conclusion

kekadang berlagak mcm tak kenal pun mu kan...

aku tak dapat jadi peneman baik

menyusahkan dan menyakitkan hati

maaf

terima kasih

marah bila aku buat silap

tegur bila aku melampau

kritik bila aku melebih-lebih

kadang-kadang aku rasa restricted tapi in a good way

mu dah macam ayah aku..haha

most important, thank you for your patience

dan aku harap akan terus bersabar neh 

1 pismp..done

seven sems to go!

p/s : i love you ♥

prinsip manusia yang tak berDUNIA : asal aku bahagia...!

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

after such a long time!

alhamdulillah..finally i got time to update blog buruk nih

siapa manusia yang tak berdunia?

it's me

and perhaps one of them is you

berDUNIA

i once had a friend

he always said that to me 

"kau ni tak berdunia..buka sikit minda tu"

-dalam nada bergurau ye-

when i look back, reminiscing the past

yes, i'm not berdunia enough

especially to people like him

plus that im not that open-minded like him

and those that hold to the principle that

   asal aku bahagia, peduli apa orang kata   

until today, even after we broke the relation that we once had

i cant apply that in my life

and im thankful for that

alhamdulillah :)

dunia - dunya in arabic

 means the temporal world—and its earthly concerns and possessions—as opposed to the eternal spiritual realm, or the hereafter 

got it?

i never mean to say that im a manusia yang berakhirat

(kalau ya, alhamdulillah)

but berdunia semata-mata sahaja silap

this world is just a temporary place

And this worldly life is not but diversion and amusement. And indeed, the home of the Hereafter - that is the [eternal] life, if only they knew. 

(29:64)

a transit after alam roh and alam rahim

on our way to barzakh

done bab berdunia

   asal aku bahagia...!   

i despise those who said that

sometimes i feel like

"waaahh..hebat orang ni!"
of course la,

they dare to live without considering what others are thinking about them

kan?

point of view is subjective

if i say it is wrong

you might look at it right

my POV, it's wrong..but not totally wrong

analogi simple :

a man going out wearing a bra, or acting like superman

wearing his briefs outside his pants

then he said,

"suka hati aku la...asal aku bahagia"

hahaha and more hahaha

whether he realise it or not, he's giving dosa to those who will insult him

the most important thing,

   dignity - maruah   

others will look down at him

berani dalam perkara yang salah

bahagia dalam cemuhan

one thing to share

most people that keep holding to this principle are those who hardly can accept any advice or critics

agree?

kehidupan tidak mungkin akan dilayari secara berseorangan

every thing dependent of other things

human need oxygen from plants

human need sunshine

human need animal

human need soil

human need water

human need other human to communicate

men need women to breed

(untuk tumbuhan dan haiwan..list la sendiri..tak larat nak taep~)

but they are people who dare to live only with his/her expectation

without considering how others look at them

(i might be mocked after this entry..huhu)

so, human..how can you say

"asal aku bahagia..peduli apa orang kata?"
this earth is too small for us to run from each other

hidup is too short for us to kumpul pahala and cover semua dosa yang kita buat

(maaf kerojakan bahasa saya di situ)

O mankind, indeed We have created you from male and female and made you peoples and tribes that you may know one another. Indeed, the most noble of you in the sight of Allah is the most righteous of you. Indeed, Allah is Knowing and Acquainted. 

(49:13)

and yet we try to oppose His words

being ignorant people towards others

...you may know one another 

don't ignore the fact that people always grow according to norm

either norm made by the society or by the religions 

we always have expectation to be reached

yang baik atau buruk

wallahualam...niat itu hanya diri sendiri yang tahu

:: reminder ::

bukan kita sahaja yang punya hati untuk dijaga

bukan kita sahaja yang ada buah fikiran untuk diluah

bukan kita sahaja yang ada pendirian untuk dipegang

bukan kita sahaja yang ada kehidupan untuk dilayari

bukan kita sahaja yang mahukan kebahagiaan

bukan kita sahaja yang mahu mengelak kedukaan

wallahualam

p/s : nak hidup seorang boleh la pegang prinsip tu. 

saya taknak, awak nak? :P

a sad-SCHOOL-story

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

at last i could find some time to wipe all the spider webs on my lappy

=.=”

there’s too many things happened from my last update

i got so many things i wanna share but now, all gone

haha

today is my last SBE at SKGTN

yesterday i was so glad,

yeay! last day already

but today,

T________________T

seriously i will miss all of you

teachers, students, pak hussin, canteen

everybody i met here

   experiences make me grow stronger   

no doubt!

your naughtiness makes me grow old faster!

=.=”

SKGTN is my former school actually

while im doing my SBE here, there are 4 of my siblings still in this school!

ramai kan???

and i keep hiding from them

jangan la jumpa, please don’t!

one thing i would like to share

valuable for me,

to all teachers-to-be too

   don’t ever be bias to your students!   

i still remember when i was at the back of the row,

queuing to buy food during recesses

i saw my teachers’ kids, eating with their mom and dad

these few days, when i was at the canteen

eating at the teacher’s area, i looked at them

i felt terrible when they have to queue,

while some of the kids eating with the teachers

when we got punishments, ‘they’ would make faces to us

because ‘they’ will never feel that!

murid yang comot, compang-camping, berhingus selalu tersisih

i realised there are kids that keep a distance from me

looking at me with a very pitiful face

Allah, nak luruh airmata rasanya!

kenapa begitu?

you think!

because suddenly my memory from the past keep playing in my mind!

memori itu?

wallahualam

lagi sadis

there’s a kid kept telling

cikgu, saya bodoh

cikgu, saya kelas 1C, kelas belakang…kelas bodoh

don’t you wonder where he got that???

    1 CENDIKIA | SKGTN | 2012    

you gave me lots of memories to be remembered

i heart all of you

you make smile when my degree already reached the top

i love you

you teach me what real patience is

i will miss all of you

"awak nakal-nakal ni memang tak sayang cikgu dah kan. lepas ni cikgu tak datang dah sini. cikgu kena balik tempat cikgu dah! tak nak jumpa awak semua dah" 

"cikgu, kite janji tak nak nakal lagi.

nanti lepas cuti cikgu datang lagi ye!"

"cikgu, kita tak nak buat lagi dah, tapi cikgu kena datang lagi neh."

"cikgu, saya sayang cikgu!"

p/s : saya jumpa ramai cikgu-cikgu saya dulu

Alhamdulillah maseh sehat J