glooomy holiday~missing some days!

 

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

it’s holiday

but i’m not enjoying my holiday at all

=.=”

for the first three days, yes i did enjoying it

now?

gloooooooooomy days

started to miss everybody

i miss my path to the class

(saya selalu berseorangan bila ke kelas, i got nobody to miss for this event..hahaha

i miss my roomate

my dear cutey kitty

    zarith sofia   

rather than chatting with you

 i was weeping and crying in the room

maaf

for days and nights that i had leaved you alone

maaf

you are my wonderful roomate

you word means a lot for me whenever i that i was too weak

thank you so much

i miss my classmates

i think...for the past few weeks i got complexes towards them all

maybe because i didnt spend any valuable time with them

i kept myself busy with other things which i think more important

skipping classes

try to catch up thus ignoring others

we didnt even have time to chatting like we used to

sorry

i know...i always made somebody hurt

some might thought that im a jerk

for others that understand me in a way that others dont

thank you

even though you dont have the courage to stand up for me

but sympathy and pity is not enough for somebody who you consider a friend

my classmates for 4 years more

i love you all

its ok for you to badmouth me

tak luak pun kalau korang mengata

for love doesnt count all those silly things

we will forget bitter times and keep in mind the sweet and creamy moments

some of my dears

TESL 4

this sem is the toughest sem for me

i think i have turn out being sensitive person

before this i dont care what people are saying to me

backstabbers and those who talk bad things about me

i never disregard you

its your opinion and its your nature to have stinky mouths

but now,

i feel hurt

there are times i heard some gossips that are too outrageous

about me which i dont even know where or when or how it happen

people love making stories right?

regardless of what people did or say

i have usrati

a family which i know they will always stand up for me

cheer me up even its the worst time of my life

cry and weep with me

help me whenever i’m in need

never diregard me when im the one at fault

ukhuwwah kerana islam sangat bermakna

for years i had been searching for a true friends

i belive that i had found them

thank you for encouraging me

to be a better person

helping me to istiqamah in my way to be a better muslimah

uhibbuki fillah abadan abada

as for you

maaf sangat-sangat

kadang-kadang aku marah sebab perkara tak berasas

kecil hati dengan benda yang langsung tak logik

memandai buat hypothesis sendiri tanpa mencari conclusion

kekadang berlagak mcm tak kenal pun mu kan...

aku tak dapat jadi peneman baik

menyusahkan dan menyakitkan hati

maaf

terima kasih

marah bila aku buat silap

tegur bila aku melampau

kritik bila aku melebih-lebih

kadang-kadang aku rasa restricted tapi in a good way

mu dah macam ayah aku..haha

most important, thank you for your patience

dan aku harap akan terus bersabar neh 

1 pismp..done

seven sems to go!

p/s : i love you ♥