an ANGRY entry for january

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

an angry entry for january

waaa..rhythmic, isn’t it?

sory for my late wish

   gong xi fat cai    

J

angry? yes, absolutely angry!

i am angry with a very good reason

i realised how corrupted my environment is when i was home for the CNY holiday

i made a decision to stay with my grandparents, not my parents

what i can say?

far from typical, but broken family institution

not mine, but the social environment

sorry to say but the truth is always a pain in the ass

they always lepaking in the evening, near dusk

babbling about their neighbours

gossiping about the new car that one of the neighbour that live a kilometre from them had just bought

making and creating news that totally irrational and hard to digest

seldom, when they got nothing to talk, they critic the government

first day, i was cool

for me, dengar aje lah…tak luak pun

second day, i started to feel annoyed

they wasting their precious old time just like that you know!

bukan nak beribadah minta ampun dari tuhan

=.=”

and those activities didn’t stop there

so annoying

sometimes someone will come at night

around after maghrib, seldom after isya’

they will continue their hot stories from the evening till late at night

kadang-kadang selit juga dengan cerita ustaz itu ustazah ini

but that only sometimes and not a-good-to-hear stories

i hate it when i was been forced to listen to all those b***shit!

i feel like i wanna yell, scold each one of them

kuman di seberang laut nampak jelas nyata, bnagkai gajah depan mata?

buat-buat invisible

typical malayan families in malaysia

saya bukan nak memburukkan but as i said before

truth is always a pain in the ass

when i reflect back to myself

i have no difference from them

maybe there are differences, but not much

saya tahu

fitnah itu lebih buruk dari membunuh

pandai kritik orang, hakikatnya

itulah halwa telinga kita semua

what we are waiting for are stories about others

add here and there, modify those stories a bit then pass it to others

tiny little things become stories of the year

     we need to make a difference     

tak boleh banyak sikit pun jadi

i don’t want my next generation become corrupted

my sons my daughters my great-great-great grandkids

and yours too

p/s : boleh migraine hari-hari dok dengar cerita tentang harta orang