SEASONS in a week!

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

last night it was raining heavily

two days before, it was a cold windy day

last week, a super hot day!

and today,

it's a hot sunny day

i think i'am going crazy soon

if i don't adapt with this kind of seasons

a.s.a.p

penang craziest week!

last week i got a fever

due to the 'unstable emotional state' of the weather

actually i didn't even know i had a fever

i went to the clinic,

the doctor took my temperature

she said i had a fever and gave me MC

just nice!

i got abundant of medicines in my room

and she gave me some more =.="

this morning i discarded all of them

now i regret it

i got no medicine and my head is spinning!

i wanted to sleep but i can't even close my eyes

i hope today the weather will pity me

oh, my clothes too

they are hanging for two days already!

wet and watery

however

i'm grateful

isn't this a sign from GOD that He loves us

who can live in a straight sunny days for years?

or maybe a month?

people in Malaysia...i know you, don't try to say that you can

so does to people who say they can live in rainy days for a month perhaps

people in the horn of Africa are facing the worst drought in their life for years

yet

i am sitting in front of my netbook complaining about the weather

ALHAMDULILLAH

ALLAH LOVES US

p/s : please dear headache, go away!

sometimes, something cannot be shown too much

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

betul kan?

sometimes, something cannot be shown too much

like us, WOMAN

dont have to show what we have too much

enough with our face and palm

same thing goes for other situations

if you hate something or someone

dont show it too much

it may turn out differently

you might fall in love with it

if you love something or someone

dont show it too much

it may turn out differently

you might hate it later

*nampak sangat malas nak buat ayat

actually, it will never hurt if we try to control ourselves

we call that mujahadah nafsu

bersederhana lah

oh, this is not applied to all situations ya!

for things that absolutely bad and endanger

of course you need to hate it

adultery, gambling...for example

i used to love something

but then i realised that its no good

i used to hate something

until i realised that it has give me countless of benefits 

"Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu sedangkan ia baik untukmu dan boleh jadi kamu menyukai sesuatu sedangkan ia buruk untukmu. Allah mengetahui sedangkan kamu tidak tahu."

Surah. Al Baqarah:216.

p/s : put a smile on your face, even to someone you hate. show some love.

conFIUSing!

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

sorry

i was too busy to update this blog =.="

oh, about the FIUS...

i made my junior's plug went on fire~

haha..not really on 'fire' but there was smoke..so, it must be on fire

because there was smoke

analogically

then...i thought of my life

masakan pokok kan bergoyang kalau tak ada angin

masakan ada asap kalau tak terbako!

first

sorry if i'm forcing you too much

*please do not try to wonder who is YOU stated above

people always talk, they can say what they want

who are we to close their mouth

even it is not true
and yet, i'm trying to make you shut all the soOOoo false stories!

but then actually it is you who made me confused!
them too
no, it's us
not only you, not only me
i was confused too
WAS

you know what i want, i know what you want

but then...

oh, i really want to understand what you have in your mind

it was hard to move on

if you don't make a clear boundary between us

i will

if only saying NO is just like saying ABC 123

if only i have the ability to make people to trust me

yet, i don't

it's my fault

i made people think badly of me

please, i do not have any intention making anybody felt uncomfortable or anything hurt

you want ignorance,
i'll give you that

yes, this is so called LADY gaga

don't be confused!

p/s : i'm single but unavailable and i'm happy with it :) 

there is "WE" in "ME"

salam sejahtera 

peace upon you

YOU and ME might be a different piece of puzzle

but there's WE in ME

i know

almost everybody think i am a nuisance

keep asking

WHAT HAPPENED? WHY? KENAPA? ARE YOU OK?

all the time this kind of words keep slipping out of my tongue

it's not like i can't control my words

i just care too much

because i love you so much

sorry if you take me as a busy body

sorry if i had bothered you

sorry if i made you felt annoyed

saya tak akan pernah tahu yang mereka tak suka

terima kasih kerana memberitahu

but i'll never stop asking

cause we are friends forever

p/s : i miss my friends..sooOOoo much!