tribute to my friends . bila dah bosan gak...

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

seriously

truly

madly

deeply

in trouble

=.=”

i wish i didn’t do what i had done to you

aiyoo..sorry!

we are friends

   FRIENDSHIP never sink   

we just need to distance ourselves

i think so…

stop bothering me with your sweet words, i won’t accept them

my close friends start suggesting weird things to me

choose this, do that, learn how to get this, that is the one

tall, cute, handsome bla bla bla

actually, im not interested in such things..yet

however!

because of my self-concious hormone higher than anybody else

i afraid that i have to admit

 im a very sensitive person

quite good at misinterpreting things

don’t try to tease me

the one that may regret later might be someone that is absolutely not me

  so i hope, we just follow the flow

if i wish to stop so that’s it

i hardly believe in people

though im a honest person ~ i keep things by myself

if im telling you something about myself

i think you are worth to be a close friend of mine

don’t cross the border too much k…

i am a lucky person

i got many friends

i got many counsellors and psychiatrists to consult

 thank you

but

sorry if your advice are not considered

i guess i just realise one or two things for now

i knew what i should do

wish me luck babes!

we always got excited over unnecessary things 

thanx for brighten my life make it wonderful and colorful

its true

we should choose people to befriend carefully

because  they will affect you or vice versa

but

   never ignore your friends   

kalau dah tahu dorang tu senget

help them

siratul mustaqim bukan hanya untuk anda

orang yang perasan dirinya berada di landasan yang betul

takkan tinggal kawan

    nak jadi baik tak boleh sorang-sorang J 

i miss my campus!!!

wuuwuuu..i miss doing my assignments

chitchatting whole time with them

instead of cooking, washing dishes, sewing

berebut remote control tv, bolster

nak mandi hujan da tak hujan =.=”

as for you

my best friend…for now

and forever, i hope

meh la derak umoh ak lagi deh J

don’t forget

eat less, exercise more

stop kembangkan diri anda neh

next time we will go to munduk ye, shopping together-gether

eeeuuuww!

nice to know you and of course your mom too

kena ayat mak, baru dapat lesen dok?

haha

p/s : i guess people never feel satisfied.

when im in maktab i miss home

when im home i miss maktab =.=”

happy new year!

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

maaf terlambat

       happy new year - salam maal hijrah       

semoga tahun ini lebih baik dari tahun-tahun yg akan datang!

dont regret the past

of course you wanna be better than your past

but,

how about this

try to strive as hard as you can

make this year special!

well,

i admit

i made mistakes that i cant erase

but i dont want to regret it, ever

mistakes make us grow 

make us become more matured

tapi jangan la lepas dah tobat tu buat balik =.="

sometimes we never realise that we leave our prints behind
footprints can be erased
scars to others, who knows?


experiences...is what we need


an analogy from one of my ustazs
a man that struggled hard to become a doctor 
dont want to use the best medicine he recommended to his patients
even though he suffered severely of the disease than his patients
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the simplest application i could think
people that learn agama
no matter which religions, Islam, Christian, Hindu or Buddha
but dont want to apply it in their lives
they only take parts which they think its important
even though hedonism, sinful acts being practiced in front of their eyes
or DONE by themselves
lebih kurang macam
cakap pandai tapi buat nya tak


in fact
saya pun begitu =.="


its never too late to change
its never too late to make hijra
what is important
you have the determination to change
and
   CHANGED!   


kesedaran semata tak memberi hasil kalau tak dilakukan 

p/s : istiqamah itu penting :)

home sweet HOME!

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

finally

a dozen of us dapat juga berkumpul

i miss them so much – raya haji kan tak balik kampung

yang nakal makin nakal

yang botak dah berambut

yang manja makin manja

yang pendek gemuk dah makin tinggi dan kurus

my mom told me i got thinner

haha..i think she really missed me

that’s why whenever i went home she told me illogical things

whatever it is

masa yang dapat kita spend bersama keluarga yang dah lama tak bersua

is the best!

fot those who always go home, every weekend or every month

you don’t feel what we feel

wait till you stay far far away from your family

oh, i forgot one more thing

congrats to upsr candidates

no matter what your results are

it’s best because you already gave your best before

jangan riak

jangan putus asa

work harder, strive for a better future 

p/s : 1^st day at home, i woke up at noon =.="

happy independence day . good bye

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

seriously

i cant wait!

i wanna go home, this exact hour if i can

oh,

forgot one important thing

   HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY   

to all 3PPISMP TESL students

to everybody that already finished their exam

:)

sitting for the first official exam

plus with syllabi for 3 consecutive sems

and strict lecturers of course =.="

supplied with low grades for assignments

added with last minute studies ( not me k~ )

neutralised with tawakkal and redha

pape pun, 

just wait for our results with doa

pasrah itu penting

exams = cuti

yeay!

finally, home sweet home

SP Bumi, 9pm

butterworth - kuala terengganu

please pray for my journey

bye beloved maktab

bye beloved friends

my beloved books

bye beloved files yang tebal dan berat

bye my beautiful room

bye my kind and super duper cute roomate zarith

ma'an najah bittaufiq for your exams

bye my stars

   i'll miss you all   

p/s : bermula la episod makan tido makan tido masak =.="

dalam drama | menggemokkan diri | 12am-1159pm | everyday starting tomorrow |

bored - sekarang???

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

seriously

my bengong-syndrome struck again

i am bored

even though tomorrow i have exam

LDS aka language description ( grammar )

i don't even open a book since last two days 

even until now i don't feel any fear or dup dap dup dap

haish!

this paper is the hardest for me

still...got zero feel+mood to revise back

i'd finished 

reading all Crayon Sin Chan

watching Angus, Thongs and the Perfect Snogging

and i keep munching all the time!

aiiyyoo

=.="

p/s : ini bukan manjakan diri, ini namanya terlebih MANJA kan diri!

happy eid adha

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

cepat, padat, ringkas

  happy eid adha  

to myself

i hope you are strong enough to hear the takbir

selamat beraya di perantauan 

kepada diri sendiri dan semua yang lain

p/s : to others, dun eat too much lembu.

ingat lah kami yang tak dapat merasa~haha

identity crisis . my common prob during EXAM

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

first of all

  GOOD LUCK TO ALL IPG'S STUDENT FOR YOUR FINAL EXAM  

our struggle begins next week

when exam comes nearer

 i'll become crazier than usual

pity my friends
sorry to say but my hormones are not in the right fraction
totally ill-distributed and imbalanced
i got sick easily - especially in this kind of weather
almost all the time, i'm not in the mood
this week, is a very tense week for me


i'm not a study type person
i didn't sleep with my books
i never open all the stupid books more than an hour
i can't stay static when i'm studying
10 mins holding the book
15 mins needed to refresh my mind back!
that's why i always go to the library
even though there's nobody to accompany me
pushing myself very hard to wake up early
get ready to meet the lecturers
if i keep staying in my room
i'll get nothing
cause
i'll do nothing except than reading manga online
reading and laughing alone with those stupid novels and comics

blog-walking here and there 
facebooking, stalking people
haish!


is it only me or you too did encounter these temptations???

susah nak fokus kan?

actually

this crisis began when i saw my friends study and study and STUDY

and i myself are not ready yet!

i will try to keep myself alone

going here and there

trying to find a right place and time for me to do revision

alone

i'm not stingy, i can share what i know

if people approach me and ask me

i still can treat them well

it's just to soothe my heart anyway

sorry to all my classmates

sorry to all my friends

during this period

i don't keep my phone with me all the time

i just reply what i think i should

this exam include

syllabi for three sems kot!

after all this silly things with examination finish

i'll back to normal

dulu in matriculation pun macam ni jugak

=.="

p/s : tak boleh manjakan diri sangat!

sekarang pun bukan nak buka buku..heh