i am annoyed!

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

this might be my last entry for 2011

what a lazy person i am =.=”

guess what, i want to ask all of you, my dearest readers

what is your opinion in greeting others ‘merry x’mas’?

i knew that we’re muslims and i we are not suppose to greet them that

however! 

( ada exclamatory mark kat sini )

i can’t see the point why lots and lots of muslims keep attacking others

commenting that

it’s a sin

publicly

if you ever think of your friends feeling, you won't do that

agak terserlah kekurangan kefahaman anda di situ

jangan terlalu cepat jatuhkan hukum

i have a lot of christian friends

they are upset by this kind of issue

and of all days, do you need to tell others that it’s a sin on x’mass???

for me, i made a research on this issue

some says it’s ok as long kita tak redha dengan sambutan tu

and our greets just for the mean of friendship

some says bila kita wish, it’s mean kita mengakui ketuhanan christ

for us Isa ibn Maryam a.s is our prophet, not the god like the christians believe

for me that still lack of knowledge

( doakanlah akan bertambah kefahaman saya )

we don’t have to show we hate it, simply don’t wish it 

tak susah pun kan?

you can say happy new year or etc..new year is just around the corner isn’t it?

and the fact that it’s Isa al-Masih's birthday can be denied…

it's an important date for us, muslim too

open your mind, come on la

what would you feel if people said

   jangan ucap selamat hari raya   

dosa!

mad isn’t it?

we live in multicultural country

multi-religions not to mention

please, care for others…life is not about us only

jangan bercakap je lebat tapi buatnya tak

keep saying this is haram that is haram

tapi bila benda buat depan mata buat tak nampak

benda yang syubhah nak dibesar-besarkan, perkara yang terang nyata dipinggirkan

   change your mindsets!   

quick, asap

   show the true values of islam, practice the sunnah   

not only other muslims will respect you

you may attract non-muslims to approach islam

we need to learn about others

in order for others to respect us

again

life is not just about you

p/s : geram!

i hate it when people keep saying im defending my christian friends bla3

hey, please..use your brain.

Rasulullah saw pun respect other religions k

ingat senang ke nak MEMILIH?

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

malaysia is hot nowadays isn’t it?

macam mana tak panas, macam-macam maksiat ada kan

last time, maybe yesterday or the day before yesterday,

 i watched law and order suv

it’s about a college girl that dump her baby, a handicapped baby

she believed that ‘thing’ has mutated at a dumpster!

i don’t want to write further about the drama

   click here to know more  

what can i say is

in Malaysia, it’s not a big deal anymore

i guess, these kind of cases don’t get enough attention anymore

if not, why there are abundant of unsolved cases of baby dumping?

i doubt if there’s a single day without baby dumping case being reported

pusat kebajikan agaknya penuh dengan babies jek

let’s us pray k?

tak nak dah negara ni dapat bencana, tsunami, banjir, taufan and so on

life actually is about choices

those so-called mothers chose to dump their own flesh

so,

malaysia mengalami pertambahan binatang dengan banyaknya dekad ini 

the thing that i don’t understand

given the situation these days,

people still refused to carry out the hudud law

free sex, berkhalwat, rasuah

stupid la to those that think hudud is simply about butchery, cutting hands and such

it’s about prevention and deterrence

bukan bila kena baru nak tengadah

well, why do you have to afraid if you don't do any wrongdoings 

well, as i said before

   life is about choice   

if the upper leaders don’t want to carry out hudud,

which come straight from ALLAH

then start to think which party is a better one than before

lumrah manusia

lama-lama akan ada juga ketidakpuasan di mana-mana, right?

don’t be harsh like this

berpada-pada dan buat pilihan dan keputusan yang betul

other situations involving choices in life,

me, for example

after finishing my matriculation programme

i was in confused mode

i need to choose between two things

i made istiqarah and my prayer was answered

well, i am blessed 

i guess there’s a lot more people who need to make a decision between things

they end up good

so use your ultimate brain, start to make changes

to live a better life

p/s : this is absolutely not a provocation. i just wanna make you think.

please do so 

saya bukan politikus, keep that in your mind.

talam dua muka : manusia bermuka-muka

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

my fingers are quite stiffed

holidays without assignment is too long i guess

i hardly touch the keyboard in quick and dashing long hours like i used too

i miss my typing-rhythm

anybody remember cedric diggory???

the one from harry potter and the goblet of fire?

he is robert pattinson you know

hahaha

i just know it about two or three days ago….?

so silly of me

it’s not that important anyway

oh and one of the death eaters

bellatrix lestrange who killed neville longbottom’s mom and dad

is mrs bucket!

charlie bucket’s mom from charlie and the chocolate factory!

i’m sure using time watching those movies are quite effective

at least my time was not wasted just like that

about cedric diggory and edward cullen

most people knew robpat by the name of edward cullen

such a handsome vampire isn’t it?

and cedric diggory?

a really brave and…handsome boy too..?

both characters are too different

not to mention from bellatrix to mrs bucket

actually i always felt some kind of this weird feeling

when i see someone who always appear kind, naive or a-very-good-to-others people

suddenly become aggressive, cruel, hateful-for-others-to-see people

it’s just not right

even though it’s happening in a movie

i wish none of my friends hide their other characters from me

but i do dare to say

sometimes i am hypocrite

and for some reason, to me

hypocrisy is ok!

of course for a good reason

it’s alright if you want others to see you as kind, friendly and so on

hide the characters that people or perhaps you yourself despise

as time move on, you will suit yourself with that particular characteristic

 the other character that you despised before

insyaAllah, will no longer become a part of you

: this is my opinion only :

untuk mereka yang beranggapan

“you are fake, i hate fake people”

“hypocrites won’t last long, people will see your true colors”

“macam la kau baik sangat, plastic!”

you will see

the after-effects: to you, yourselves. also to the one that being hypocrite

kalau dah tahu "muka" tu buruk,

cover sikit supaya orang lain selesa dengan kita rasanya tak salah kan?

asalkan kita pun gembira

mana tahu mungkin topeng yg digunakan akan melekat terus

for my last words :

hypocrites, please maintain it

  istiqamah  

so people won’t know that you are acting

and you can help yourselves to get a better character

in real life..not in a movie of course

when people said something – that’s not good to hear

just ignore them

they are jealous of you

because they do not have the strength to act

they do not have the confidence to become a better person

p/s : mari berubah 

if hypocrisy can help, why don’t you use it?

tribute to my friends . bila dah bosan gak...

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

seriously

truly

madly

deeply

in trouble

=.=”

i wish i didn’t do what i had done to you

aiyoo..sorry!

we are friends

   FRIENDSHIP never sink   

we just need to distance ourselves

i think so…

stop bothering me with your sweet words, i won’t accept them

my close friends start suggesting weird things to me

choose this, do that, learn how to get this, that is the one

tall, cute, handsome bla bla bla

actually, im not interested in such things..yet

however!

because of my self-concious hormone higher than anybody else

i afraid that i have to admit

 im a very sensitive person

quite good at misinterpreting things

don’t try to tease me

the one that may regret later might be someone that is absolutely not me

  so i hope, we just follow the flow

if i wish to stop so that’s it

i hardly believe in people

though im a honest person ~ i keep things by myself

if im telling you something about myself

i think you are worth to be a close friend of mine

don’t cross the border too much k…

i am a lucky person

i got many friends

i got many counsellors and psychiatrists to consult

 thank you

but

sorry if your advice are not considered

i guess i just realise one or two things for now

i knew what i should do

wish me luck babes!

we always got excited over unnecessary things 

thanx for brighten my life make it wonderful and colorful

its true

we should choose people to befriend carefully

because  they will affect you or vice versa

but

   never ignore your friends   

kalau dah tahu dorang tu senget

help them

siratul mustaqim bukan hanya untuk anda

orang yang perasan dirinya berada di landasan yang betul

takkan tinggal kawan

    nak jadi baik tak boleh sorang-sorang J 

i miss my campus!!!

wuuwuuu..i miss doing my assignments

chitchatting whole time with them

instead of cooking, washing dishes, sewing

berebut remote control tv, bolster

nak mandi hujan da tak hujan =.=”

as for you

my best friend…for now

and forever, i hope

meh la derak umoh ak lagi deh J

don’t forget

eat less, exercise more

stop kembangkan diri anda neh

next time we will go to munduk ye, shopping together-gether

eeeuuuww!

nice to know you and of course your mom too

kena ayat mak, baru dapat lesen dok?

haha

p/s : i guess people never feel satisfied.

when im in maktab i miss home

when im home i miss maktab =.=”

happy new year!

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

maaf terlambat

       happy new year - salam maal hijrah       

semoga tahun ini lebih baik dari tahun-tahun yg akan datang!

dont regret the past

of course you wanna be better than your past

but,

how about this

try to strive as hard as you can

make this year special!

well,

i admit

i made mistakes that i cant erase

but i dont want to regret it, ever

mistakes make us grow 

make us become more matured

tapi jangan la lepas dah tobat tu buat balik =.="

sometimes we never realise that we leave our prints behind
footprints can be erased
scars to others, who knows?


experiences...is what we need


an analogy from one of my ustazs
a man that struggled hard to become a doctor 
dont want to use the best medicine he recommended to his patients
even though he suffered severely of the disease than his patients
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the simplest application i could think
people that learn agama
no matter which religions, Islam, Christian, Hindu or Buddha
but dont want to apply it in their lives
they only take parts which they think its important
even though hedonism, sinful acts being practiced in front of their eyes
or DONE by themselves
lebih kurang macam
cakap pandai tapi buat nya tak


in fact
saya pun begitu =.="


its never too late to change
its never too late to make hijra
what is important
you have the determination to change
and
   CHANGED!   


kesedaran semata tak memberi hasil kalau tak dilakukan 

p/s : istiqamah itu penting :)

home sweet HOME!

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

finally

a dozen of us dapat juga berkumpul

i miss them so much – raya haji kan tak balik kampung

yang nakal makin nakal

yang botak dah berambut

yang manja makin manja

yang pendek gemuk dah makin tinggi dan kurus

my mom told me i got thinner

haha..i think she really missed me

that’s why whenever i went home she told me illogical things

whatever it is

masa yang dapat kita spend bersama keluarga yang dah lama tak bersua

is the best!

fot those who always go home, every weekend or every month

you don’t feel what we feel

wait till you stay far far away from your family

oh, i forgot one more thing

congrats to upsr candidates

no matter what your results are

it’s best because you already gave your best before

jangan riak

jangan putus asa

work harder, strive for a better future 

p/s : 1^st day at home, i woke up at noon =.="

happy independence day . good bye

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

seriously

i cant wait!

i wanna go home, this exact hour if i can

oh,

forgot one important thing

   HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY   

to all 3PPISMP TESL students

to everybody that already finished their exam

:)

sitting for the first official exam

plus with syllabi for 3 consecutive sems

and strict lecturers of course =.="

supplied with low grades for assignments

added with last minute studies ( not me k~ )

neutralised with tawakkal and redha

pape pun, 

just wait for our results with doa

pasrah itu penting

exams = cuti

yeay!

finally, home sweet home

SP Bumi, 9pm

butterworth - kuala terengganu

please pray for my journey

bye beloved maktab

bye beloved friends

my beloved books

bye beloved files yang tebal dan berat

bye my beautiful room

bye my kind and super duper cute roomate zarith

ma'an najah bittaufiq for your exams

bye my stars

   i'll miss you all   

p/s : bermula la episod makan tido makan tido masak =.="

dalam drama | menggemokkan diri | 12am-1159pm | everyday starting tomorrow |

bored - sekarang???

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

seriously

my bengong-syndrome struck again

i am bored

even though tomorrow i have exam

LDS aka language description ( grammar )

i don't even open a book since last two days 

even until now i don't feel any fear or dup dap dup dap

haish!

this paper is the hardest for me

still...got zero feel+mood to revise back

i'd finished 

reading all Crayon Sin Chan

watching Angus, Thongs and the Perfect Snogging

and i keep munching all the time!

aiiyyoo

=.="

p/s : ini bukan manjakan diri, ini namanya terlebih MANJA kan diri!

happy eid adha

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

cepat, padat, ringkas

  happy eid adha  

to myself

i hope you are strong enough to hear the takbir

selamat beraya di perantauan 

kepada diri sendiri dan semua yang lain

p/s : to others, dun eat too much lembu.

ingat lah kami yang tak dapat merasa~haha

identity crisis . my common prob during EXAM

salam sejahtera

peace upon you

first of all

  GOOD LUCK TO ALL IPG'S STUDENT FOR YOUR FINAL EXAM  

our struggle begins next week

when exam comes nearer

 i'll become crazier than usual

pity my friends
sorry to say but my hormones are not in the right fraction
totally ill-distributed and imbalanced
i got sick easily - especially in this kind of weather
almost all the time, i'm not in the mood
this week, is a very tense week for me


i'm not a study type person
i didn't sleep with my books
i never open all the stupid books more than an hour
i can't stay static when i'm studying
10 mins holding the book
15 mins needed to refresh my mind back!
that's why i always go to the library
even though there's nobody to accompany me
pushing myself very hard to wake up early
get ready to meet the lecturers
if i keep staying in my room
i'll get nothing
cause
i'll do nothing except than reading manga online
reading and laughing alone with those stupid novels and comics

blog-walking here and there 
facebooking, stalking people
haish!


is it only me or you too did encounter these temptations???

susah nak fokus kan?

actually

this crisis began when i saw my friends study and study and STUDY

and i myself are not ready yet!

i will try to keep myself alone

going here and there

trying to find a right place and time for me to do revision

alone

i'm not stingy, i can share what i know

if people approach me and ask me

i still can treat them well

it's just to soothe my heart anyway

sorry to all my classmates

sorry to all my friends

during this period

i don't keep my phone with me all the time

i just reply what i think i should

this exam include

syllabi for three sems kot!

after all this silly things with examination finish

i'll back to normal

dulu in matriculation pun macam ni jugak

=.="

p/s : tak boleh manjakan diri sangat!

sekarang pun bukan nak buka buku..heh